I had forgotten how terrible it felt to actually put faith in someone to do anything for you and have them completely fuck it up...Did I start dating Morrill again? sure feels that way.
I have this new, amazing place, but I'm still unhappy. I have all the freedom in the world to do what I please, and I am still totally fucking miserable. I have been feeling more and more like shit lately in every endeavor, and I can't see a real end in sight.
People who feel the need to lie in order to make their lives worse than yours piss me off to no end...they should probably kill themselves. Would that make me feel better about myself of the world? probably not, but it would be nice to know I live in a world without them
Does taking shots at ex's make me feel any better? Not at all...so why do i do it? because I am a bitter,sour asshole who has nothing better to do then constantly think about them and their happiness without me
life is overrated...
