yeaterday as i sat and thought about my life 2 songs played at the shop, the one i posted and the other from things i did in ny...wanted dead or alive i think fits me well right now...i can pick out every verse of the song and somehow it fits in the past and present...i have another dr appointment this sat and then again monday, they will discuss the probability of the problem and access it, accordingly...neverous? yer damn right i am...today is the worst ive felt in over ayear, the pain in my back dosent allow me to sit for long perioed of time and the motrim dosent help either...thank the gods for good a good dr here who's on my rearend to get the tests finished...i can say this, whatever happens in the next week, i will deal with the news accordingly, and for those who know what im talking about i will share it with you as well...and thank you to Mr. Jon Bon Jovi...your songs give me the strength to face this problem with hope...i remember one line from a movie that Mr.Jon sang for...and the line went like this.....Billy you are not a god....billys reply was....why dont you pull the trigger and find out...well monday i guess i pull the trigger and find out...smiles...later
