Watch me run away with the pain
I have nothing at all to gain
Watch me slowly lose my self control
My life starting to unfold
Anger and hate cloud my eyes
ruins my strong demise
Memories fog my weak mind
I can't do anything, of any kind
Go home and do nothing but sit on the floor
Mumble to self, get up, turn the key and lock the door
Write a letter stating why it's come to be
People always wondered what was wrong with me
Find some rope, make a noose
Remeber not to make it loose
Take a bottle of pills just in case
Stumble slightly, knock over a vase
Stand in front of a mirror. the demons I will soon face
Noose tight, pulls taken, leaving an awful taste
Close my eyes, take the small leap
Everyone will know of my defeat
