1.
There was a time that i believed you when you used to say,
look to the almighty to help you find your way.
Yea ok, but what about having a place to stay?
Turn and walk away, turned and walked away.
But anyway, on with the oddasity to say i live in such a foul way. 5
you lack the capacity to fathom my day to day.
If you ever find me foolish is all you'll have to say.
Forgive me father for feeling abandoned and thrown away,
the way that i was raised i never thought i'd see the day,
our family did it to me father, turned and walked away. 10
How is it they misunderstand your messages,
claiming they walk with you every day.
I know you wouldnt leed them father, to damn the spring they sprang.
This all seems kind of sick to me so I'll turn and walk away.
Their Invitations into slavery in yer name must be okay, 15
it's been that way for centuries, now i walk the razor blade.
Sometimes I feel close to you, almighty power trapped in a cage.
Take my cage away from me, devoured in yer name.
So now take their name away from me, and let the cowards walk away.
I never expected you to empower me, so now you shower me with pain. 20
There was a time that i believed you when you said I'd always have a place for my head to lay,
The fact that was conditional devastates me to this day.
even as i stand alone and then turn and walk away.
2.
How to be a better christian, by way of eviction.
Religous convictions dont alleviate addictions. 25
Your about as sick as this is, and thats that.and i am
The way you act is worse than your kids,
maybe thats none of my biz.
Since I'm one of his I feel that it is.
Since this is the way you enable my pain, 30
in jesus name, I may die just the same.
Turn and walk toward me if you remember my name.
Turned and walked toward me but forgot on the way.
June/o5_2:40am sitting in my cage
