NTZ's blog: "A Return Of Thought"

True is the theory that you cant please all and not all can be satisfied.  True are the feelings that no matter what you do, it will be overshadowed by what you dont do or what is perceived to be done for others.  True is the understanding that in this world some things isnt meant for all.  Can it be true that maybe nothing in this world is meant for some of us?  True there is an unsureness about everything one becomes involved in.  True are these steps taken back, a hundred to be exact compared to the two that was taken forward. True seems to be love is a war, a war that will never end.  True seems to show fighting is better than loving.  True when Lupe said, "When the fighters are around, the lovers are underground". True may be cold and unwanted but all that is left is nothing but a cloudy doubt that sunshine will never ever be seen again.  When will true become the end?  True this is a cycle repeated.  True I wrote this before.  True to there are no victims in this world, only those who are giving or getting.  True there are no villains or heroes.  True romance is dead.  True death brings salvation.  True can be eyes opening when we stare in the mirror.  True i hate what I see.  True I hate when I look out my window.  True i'll never be happy alive.  True I drown myself in music until all is forgotten.  Even if its true it will resurface like the pimples on my face.  True to the fact you lie when you speak.  So is it true neither of us can be trusted?  True to my disappointment and anger to what you constantly focus on.  True its not me.  True its all them.  True the one cant nod their head just once because that one nod leads to another and another until a barrage of nods matching the pace of the beat, and its true that's how you let the beat build bitch! True to the fact i'm damaged goods, no good for the sanity of who ever that looks my way.  So true! True to the selfishness that exist deep in me and yet even more selfishness to emit from my pores.  Sweet that shit, true and true. True seems to be the future will compare me to Common and you to hip hop. Then it must be true my feelings will be Malicious in order to be showing out. True I think you lost it.  Now what you think is true?  This be K-os, standing in my b-boy stance with my fingers on the keys singing from my brain through my hands.  I left true out of that one. This be madness even if Sparta cant understand, yep true. So i'm sorry Ms. Jackson, my outkastic ways clamin true ova da woods.  So if you're still in the trees and i'm still in that cave, can it be true we was doomed to think we would be on the same elevation plane? Can only be true to me in the end.  Can never be true to others. Unsatisfied like making the playoffs is what I worked hard for, so untrue. It's all or nothing and that's true. True dat. What else is left to prove?  Again left out true, but reality has proven that all that is true never mattered.  So give me all that is fake, no difference than all that is true.  True illusions, and that reminds me to a true number. One.