i'm so sick & tired of all this crap....i'm tired of being made to feel like absolutely nothing by the very person i gave birth to....it's not my fault i forget things....and try as i might, i am still impatient.....i don't feel like i deserve to be told how f*kn stupid i am....
my whole life was turned upside down a little over a week ago, when i found my Master/Husband sick in bed....He couldn't move...He'd had a stroke in the night...
don't get me wrong...i'm grateful & glad for my sons....but the youngest has had everything dropped in his lap....and it seems he's taking it out on me...i just don't know how to handle it anymore...i can't speak to him but what he's jumping down my throat...i have no one i can turn to right now....so i'm writing this stupid blog....i need some sort of out..
i truly wish that everything would just end....i'm so tired & i miss my Master terribly....He's held everything together....
