been a year now
my mind's still the same somehow
pickin through the mess
this constant stress
it's been 3 years
thought of her smile still brings tears
i was haveing a blast
but thats in the past
it happened so fast
life's movie is infront of me but im not in the cast
filled with thoughts of certainty
but when will it be reality
every knife i see
every gun i see
the thought always the same
i failed at life's game