Doon's blog: "Thoughts"

Obligated to return your favor of empty compliments and useless come-ones with fake lines of want and excitment..... That is how i've always felt You're hot... You're sexy... I want you.... Thats nice... but... I want more I deserve more I am worth more I want you to know me... I want you to Like me... I want you to SEE me... I can't pretend that it doesn't matter anymore... I can't pretend that i don't care ... So today..... I choose ME over your empty compliments and useless come-ons... I choose me for a change. I choose to care about myself deeply, passionately and incredibly.......

A constant battle between heart and mind, I’m doubting where I stand… a thin fine line between right or wrong… A choice. A matter of what I want and what I need. Have I become the person I despise? Who am I kidding? Will I feel or will I freeze? Will I be exposed or will I leave?