Love is the most painful emotion anyone can ever feel. It can be amazing while being very dissapointing. I made up my screen name, because I've recently experienced its rath. Love is pain because every good memory makes the loss harder and every bad event or word hurt so much more. It is jealousy because whenever you aren't in love all you see are people who are and when you are in love those who aren't secretly despies you. Most of all it is absolute bliss because every word, thought, emotion, event, memory, and seemingly unoticed every day act is hightened with intesity. Love can get a person through anything if it is strong enough. Hence the name: Love is Pain, Jealousy, and Absolute Bliss.
They say, "If you love someone let them go and if they return to you it is ment to be." I can't say that this is a true statment or false but I can say that I hope it to be true.
They also say that, "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I couldn't begin to analyze and explain my many ideas with this on but I've made a short summary. I'm a very independent person so to fall in love and suddenly feel completly lost is a horrible feeling but knowing that I had someone to stand there beside me just as lost was amazing that's how love feels. The feelings of that person finding their way home and leaving you lost is what being rejected feels like. Not knowing what love feels like also gives of a sence of loss, an abandonment from the wonderful experience that everyone says must occur to you at least once. My first true love left a few weeks ago and I'm still in that huge dark lost place. My outlet is writing how I am, usually it is not for all to see, I'm making an open flow so others can get a small understanding. No matter how many pieces your heart becomes, no matter how much you cry, loves memories will always outlast its pains.
Short note,
Rae
