sienna sub of DarkSensualily's blog: "Thoughts and anger"

SOME MEN HAVE THE BALLS TO COME UP IN ONES SHOUT BOX AND ALL HE HAS TO SAY IS MY C**K IS HARD WHAT IS THAT WHO GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT what is it because i am a female subbie it gives them right please give me a break. i dont understand it at all not even a good morning how are you nothing but that darn shit sick is all get out. if you going to talk like that to me stay the heck off my page and if i want to look at your pictures i will dont tell me go look please this just kills me they all think all you want is what is between thier legs grow the heck up because i am in the lifestyle dont mean i am about all sex i am not i do have a mind get over yourself.

you know this maybe stupid for me writeing this but got to get it off my chest. You know you cant have to many friends right well i agree with that. but one thing i cant stand is a lier when they say your thier friends what a darn joke. you take two people that was so close at one time that they talked and was always there for one another yes we was together but he felt it ok to break my heart but i some how made it throw that but he runs his mouth about friendship lol he is a joke now that he has all he needs he forget about his friends. I can speak to him and he dont speak i guess i was right he dont give a hoot about me never did yes its ok to be with the one you love and time spend together is great but one thing one needs to rember is your friends dont there mean anything at all i can answer that for you no we dont its one thing to hurt me like that but yet still turn your back on a friend. i tell you you was never a friend and you never cared shit about me i see it now believe me i do and one promise i make myself i wont be stupid again heck i done alot for this man i thought my friend you know what i fine funny is when no one would ever help him on his giveaways i was there when he needed rating i was there and guess what i was there when he was in a giveaway for a 3 month vip guess who paid to get it bombed not his other friends he thought he had me shawnee i did it because he was my best friend i was a fool now he cant even take out of his busy night of playing games to talk to a friend or even say hi and this hurts me that i mean so little to him after 18 months its like i not even here he better be darn lucky i dont give his name only reason is the lady he is with i think to much of her to do so but i am sorry he is a** One day he going to get whats coming to him you cant do friends like that if you do you are a jerk and never thought i ever say that but you are a darn jerk to turn your back on your friends or is it this friend the one that has helped you throw alot and paid 75k out for your giveaway to be finished and no i dont want it back i did it because i was your friend you a** never will i help you again like that. you just better hope you never need me again and i hope you never hurt like i have hurt over your a** if you do i am going to sit back and laugh.

I know i am not that good looking but i am far from ungly now tell me why some ladys can put in thier away message they want something and they get it is it because they so darn hot and show all thier nude picks. I can put it in my away meaagae and everyone looks at me like why would i give you anything i dont ask alot from anyone for myself only for my friends and pay for my friends to get thier givaways done i am just like that but you think that i could get a little something here. i had one friend give me something and that was a auto 11 i was so shocked i know i dont give alot when i got blings to give but yet i try to. i know its not right to ask but i had ask maybe red diamond or a jewel heart of fu or the golden horseshoe but did i get NO AND I THINK I KNOW WHY i dont show all my body and and stuff i dont know how many i have helped on here but yet i get nothing dont get me wrong i love my blings i do get because i know its the true friend that does i guess its just me i am not sexy hot and show off and i know alot others to dont get nothing but i do know my helping to alot is going to stop only a few friends i know is good friends you give and give and get nothing i have had it plan had it here about ready to say forget it and go.