Where do I begin in this maze I have created?
I dont know which way to go.
Im confused for what lies deep inside.
Maybe its starting to show.
Inside this maze is confusion and anxiety.
Its kept so well within.
Im learning where to turn in life
but the sun must set again.
I seek for what is lost in me.
Im findind out more every day.
Ive searched my heart for what is left.
I was starting to feel okay.
Its fading now along with this hope
and I feel like I cant hold on.
This newness that was flooding me
has decided to run, now gone.
So through this maze I try to seek
a way to be released.
I try to find the hope that fades.
My heart needs to be pleased.
An emptiness that chokes me out.
Conciously I am aware.
That in this maze I have created.
Im the only one here.
Lost, thats what I feel.
Do I want to be lost? No.
I wont give up, I will escape.
So which way do I go?