thth's blog: "Things I write"

From the dark of the night I hear, Your call as you draw near. I open the window and await, The arrival of my dark mate. Yours is the beauty of the night, I'm just a moth trapped by your light. I want you as my dark knight, and for that I gladly sacrifice my life. Into my neck your fangs you sink, And of my blood you deeply drink, As you take what you need to live, Your own blood to me you freely give. When the last human in me does expire, and into darkness I am born Vampire. Children of the night we'll be, You, My love and me. With hunger for the blood we need, Together we will hunt and feed. For our own selfish sake, The life's of innocents we must take. And when in Tomb from daylight we do hide, I will lie contented at your side. and with a shroud used as a cover, I'll lay down with my DARK LOVER.

All is lost in this lonely world. All I have is a vague memory of what we were, Together we chanted the soft lullabies To our weary victims Wandering the night Through the streets we terrorized the foolish mortals The hopeless and faint-hearted Praying for death, and we answered their plea. We gave them peace; they gave their blood And all were satisfied. Till you became discontent. You vanished into the night from whence you came. Leaving behind the only one who ever could love you. I lay in broken confusion So close to the earth I could hear it breathing. I could no longer sense you near me. Never again could I to touch your pale skin, or kiss your tender lips. Alone I would pass through immortality, contemplating if I should make another companion to ease my suffering. Someone who would make forever less of a burden. But alas, they too will inevitably forsake me. Time passes, and not even love has the strength to stop Time's course; its will to change everything and everyone as it pleases. We are the Children of Darkness. Creatures of the Night. Those damned to go through eternity with merely their own company to keep.

You know it's really hard when people judge you before they even get to know you... But what's worse is when your own family judges you. They say family is about love... it is about caring... it is about not judging one another and accepting someone for who they are as they are your family blood of your blood. But in this world today people even family wear many mask to hide what they have done or who they really are but are the first to judge others. When I look in the mirror I know I can look without a mask hiding my face for I know who I am and what I have done in my life. Some I might not be so proud of but I don't wear a mask to cover them as it is a proven fact that we learn from our mistakes and facing them mistakes is a part of growing. I know while looking into that mirror I do not judge anyone for anything they have done as I know not everyone life is the same. WHY must I be judged by my own family... why must they sit in their homes and talk about the life I have lived or am living now... when they don't know what I go thru on a daily bases or have been thru in my life. Do they take the time to ask me about it... NO they just judge me. I guess the mask that they wear hide all the bad they have ever done. They are looking thru the eyes of a mask instead of the eyes of their hearts. The true meaning of family... I will never know as my family hides behind all their mask casting judgement on anyone that doesn't wear the same mask as them. When the end comes I know I will go mask free... clean mind and a loving heart. Knowing I have never cast judgement on anyone... knowing I love my family no matter what they have done in their life... knowing even though they wear a mask... I see the real them and I love them no matter what!