XxQueenOfPurgatoryxX's blog: "The Rain"

The Rain

The rain comes freezingcold the feeling of it wetting my skin as I silently run in it. The wind at my side headphones in the pain a wonderful feeling making me forget the pain. As always I would rather hurt from the outside. Piercings were my first escape the heart a finiky piece of @#$%. The good girl sick of the pain. Life is what I make of it keep going. Phoenix I think act like one it can't rain forever and yet you take one step forward and drop to your knees three backwards. God where are you? As the rain wets my hair and my tears become invisible I think why? why me? Run harder run faster lose a little weight smile more cry less. The ocean a dream far far away my favorite place and yet I'm a Texan here I remain. Let go I think you will find him and he exists. Slowly I open myself to the rain open my arms and dance in it if it rains I will enjoy it. No one can see my tears if it's raining.. Slowly I pick up my pace the pain a welcome reminder of a warrior true to the word. Rain a welcome aspect and my favorite thing in life to run and dance in the rain.