MasterWilliam FURUTheGURU's blog: "The Path"

At some point in our life there may come a time when we feel insecure about ourselves. We might judge our ability to do something or feel self-conscious about the way we look. It does not matter how this feeling manifests in our life, but it is important to be aware of our thoughts and how they impact our view of ourselves. Once we remember that insecurities are a normal part of life for everyone—even those who appear to be extremely self-assured—we may find it easier to step back from the uncertainty that lies within and take a more realistic look at ourselves. The desire to improve or better ourselves is a natural response that arises when we begin to compare our lives to those of other people. It might seem, for example, that we do not have nearly as much going for us as our neighbor, best friend, or coworker. In truth, what we think we see about another person is usually what they want us to notice. They may be putting on a mask, trying to make things in their lives seem better than they are. If we were to look at their lives a little more closely, we would also realize that they are human, full of glorious imperfections that make them who they are. Recognizing this may take some time at first. Should we, however, feel our uncertainties begin to surface, taking deep breaths while at the same time acknowledging each one of our gifts will help us become more centered. Doing this allows us to see the wonders that lie within and lets our inner beauty shine forth into the world all the more brightly. When we hold up such a detailed mirror to our lives and weigh ourselves against others, we are not able to see the things that make us truly unique. Giving ourselves permission to appreciate all the universe has given us, however, will make us feel more secure about ourselves and more able to use our gifts to their fullest

We spend an enormous part of our lives as human beings looking for role models, mentors, teachers,gurus, and counselors to guide us on our path. There is nothing wrong with this; in fact, finding the right person at the right time can have a life-changing effect on our futures. However, it is important to realize that in the absence of such a person, we can very safely rely upon ourselves. We carry within us everything we need to know to make progress on our paths to self-realization. The outer world serves as a mirror, or to use another metaphor, our inner world has a magnetic force that draws to us what we need to evolve to the next level. All we need to do to see that we already have everything we need is to let go of our belief that we need to seek in order to find. The path of the spirit is often defined as a journey with a specific goal such as the fabled pot of gold at the end of the rainbow or the appearance of a Prince Charming or Princess. The problem with such a journey is that human beings search for something they want but do not have and they do not always find what they are searching for. When they do find it, there is a possibility of a happy ending. However, most of us know that getting what we want only makes us happy for a moment, and then the happiness passes until a new object of desire presents itself. Joy is a permanent aspect of our inner selves and is not separate from us at any point. We do not have to travel to find it or imagine that it resides only in the body of another. In fact, what the best teachers will do is point out that this very precious elixir is something we already possess. So when we find ourselves on our path, not knowing which way to turn and wishing for guidance, we can turn to ourselves. We may not know the right answer rationally or intellectually, but if we simply ask, let go, and wait patiently, an answer will come. The more we practice this and trust this process, the less we will look outside ourselves for teachers and guides for we will have successfully become our own.

My Dear Lady, Oh how the heart yearns to be free of a weight put on by centuries of burden. It screams with its thunderous beats as I walk amongst those I hurt most. Deep within the bowels of the Universe it cries. No one hears the tune it weeps onto deaf ears. It walks through the Shadows of the Moon wanting what it can no longer grasp. The smallest things it misses most are smiles from the lips of those it created. Yet it bleeds but two tears one for each that where torn from its grasp. What day shall it sleep and allow me to pass on into the place I belong. For this time is gone and rebirth is all I have to cherish each morn when I lay to sleep wondering if Fate will visit me before I wake. Yet here I am once again knowing my deeds are yet to be done. So I walk the earth alone searching for those in need. Reach out give me guidance help me find that last soul I shall save so I to may take my rest.

A truely Rare gift you have. The gift of natural Beauty Cherish it use it allow it to make you into what you deserve to be. A GODDESS. Allow none to taint your Beauty with there mortal hands and desires unless they are willing to sacrafice there very soul to worship you for what you are. A Beautiful Goddess.

Every person we make contact with feeds on our inner essence but we must keep that one deepest spot in our self void of all others for that spot holds the spirit of our hearts and through this we are able to understand kindness and enjoy the path our ancestors have chosen for us.

I close my eyes I squeeze them tight, I fight the fear from deep inside. I feel the pressure coming to me from within, the rip grows it pulls me down. I want to stop the flow but it is so close this I know, it forces air from my lungs. I want to smile I want to laugh but this I shun due to my past, my hands quiver. I want to scream I want to shout for I cannot let it out, I squeeze shut my eyes. I then realize that this will not help so I release a simple pout and behold the Tear that fell out.

I push it away it comes back. I run away it will follow. I try to fight but it wont attack. I am no longer in it's near I feel Hollow. I did not ask for it but it was given. I try to stop it but yet it grows. I am alone but yet Taken. I try not to let this make me full of sorrows. I feel I am alone but I am surounded. I know not where it all started. I will not let it make me blinded I have found what this is and so I have departed.

Yes Natural Beauty is something reserved for God and Goddess alike. If You have been touched by the energies that govern our chaotic reality to have the gift given only for those of great POWER choose wisely to use that gift to benifit others and it will be everlasting. Use that gift with greed and it shall be your curse. You are only Mortal so choose wisely

I need you tonight My heart is so full of fright My breath draws it so near My mind wants to love you so dear I think of your eyes so heavenly in the sky the tingle begins to unfold My blood begins to boil just to know our Love will truely come to pass As I take you in my arms at last my breath shall elude me for that wanton grasp Our Kiss will never fade on the day that we have made Our love will surely be bound not by this Earth's energy Our Love is one of old come forth from the Kindred untold I lay my body at your feet for you I give my soul be gentle For I will weep knowing that having your Love is essential.

I cut my self to watch you bleed I choke my self to hear you gasp I help my self when your in need I scream to hear you rasp I tickle my self to watch you laugh I eat to feed your hunger I pleasure my self on your behalf I drink so you become drunker I burn my self to watch you cry You shoot your self to watch me die