so i talked to my sister today she told me my mom sold al of ernies records to some people who want to open up a record store.for 5 thousand. my heart sank not just because its all gone but at such a low price my memories are being sold.. i always knew they had to be sold but deep down i had always hoped to buy them oneday. im still very passionate about music but along the road ive traveld the passed few years something inside e died it makes me sad because i miss the music. i know one day ill get back into performing because its alll ive ever known i just hope its not too late. anyone who saw me perform they tell me to do it again because i was meant for it but at the same time im afraid becausre i dont want to become what made me stop loving it for so long.before i die i may not have a family or anything really except a musical empire and as long as i go out with that i think i can be semi content.. until then i guess i will continue to be afraid
