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I'm done with her, i'm done with the head games... i'm tired of watching the kids get hurt because she's a lie'n little bitch. and i'm tired of loving her and not having her. So this is what i'm going to do. i'm not going around her. i'm done talking to her, i'm done waiting around for her. and as much as it will hurt me, and our son. and her daughters who have become attached to me. someday the pain may subside. I'm done with her. i can't take the pain she puts me thru or the kids thru. Elizabeth you lead me on with your kiss's and words.. then blow off our son to go to the bar. it's complete bullshit. and i'm not having it anymore.
as far as i'm conserned your dead to alex and I. enjoy your life and forget we even exsist. oh wait you already have unless it benifets you..
I love you and always will but i would rather rip my heart out by walking away from you than seeing and feeling what you keep doing to me and the kids. If i haven't found a job in colby by the 1st. i'm not stick'n around to keep looking. i'm getting as far afuck'n way from you as i can and hope the distance makes the ache go away a little faster.
Yes i am an asshole for keeping you from our son. even though we both promised that we would never keep the child from the other. but i'd rather break that promise than watch the pain repeat it's self every time you blow him off.
This will be my last message to you.
I love you and always will. that's why this hurts me worse than it does you Liz
