I feel this dread of life, I wonder why it hurts me so.
The pain is deep, but at time refreshing. My mind is always on fast forward.
I know that i need to settle down, i am wanting to find the one. The way my life has gone, just might not be in the cards of life.
Friends thanks for the comments, but this is just words, not how i feel. things just pop into my head sometimes, so i just have to write..Dean
