I planted some birdseed A bird grew out ...'s blog: "the Dark Mark"

Ya know in my 38 years on this planet I have only seen a white Christmas twice. If I'm going to be stuck at home without my family or friends the least God could do is make it pretty outside; but,oh no, let's make it dank and dreary instead. I get depressed enough around the holidays without having to deal with rain on top of it. This sucks.It's the end of December and it's too warm to snow? What's up with that.A few years ago our country didn't sign a global warming treaty because George W. Bush doesn't believe in Global Warming. FUCK that moron.

Sometimes when life gives you lemons you can make lemonade ; but sometimes you don't have any sugar and all you can manage is a sour-ass glass of lemon juice. That has been my life for just under six months now. The lemonade:Katie and Emmy(the greatest gifts ever given to me);A good job that I like(at least for the present);a certain someone(they know who they are); My two best friends, Lance and Scooter (One for being there when I needed him and the other because I know he will be there if I ever need his help) The Lemon Juice: The fact that I see my children only once a week because of logistic problems(This just sucks, I'm missing them growing up);Ending up in the psych-ward(There was a woman there who was playing hop-scotch with Jesus);The way that my marriage broke up(I could have handled it better if it didn't go down like it did, all I ever wanted was the truth) I like lemonade;but lemon juice just sucks. All I'm sayin' is next time maybe life could try giving me oranges or peaches or something.