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Tell me how do you cope when in one day your world crashes. Tell me me how do you cope when the doctor tells your mother it's stage 4 cancer. Tell me how do you cope when the doctor says theres nothing else they can do. Tell me how do you cope when everything safe has been tore down. Tell me how do you cope when the only person you could talk to isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when everything you cherished is taken away. Tell me how do you cope when everything you believed in is dead. Tell me how do you cope when the person that told you that you could do/be anything isn't there to coach you along. Tell me how do you cope when your mother,father,bestfriend isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when you work 8 to 10 hours then run to be by her side. Tell me how do you cope when they are planning their own funeral. Tell me how do you cope when they tell you their goodbyes. Tell me How do you cope when you do the same and say your goodbyes. Tell me how do you cope when you have to choose to make money or be by her side. Tell me How do you cope when you see the pain in her eyes. Tell me how do you cope when you see she is in pain and all you can do is cry. Tell me how do you cope when the medicine reacts and you see the worst seizures you've ever seen in your life. Tell me how do you cope when you see that look in her eyes. Tell me how do you cope when she is just a shell. Tell me how do you cope when you see someone decay before your eyes. Tell me How do you cope when there is no life elft in her eyes. Tell me how do you cope when she finally closes her eyes. Tell me how do you cope when you finally realize she died. Tell me how do you cope when there is no tears left to cry. Tell me how do you cope when you finally have to realize this is goodbye. Tell me how do you cope when your mother dies right after she turns 45. Can somebody please tell me How Do You Cope.. My mother died of colon cancer july 21,2006..She had just turned 45 march 26,2006.She was a wonderful woman and mother.She Fought for a year and a half...With so much pain Nothing was helping..She was on so much morphine the doctors said the rest of us would have been dead within 24 hours...For 2 months she would not give up,she fought with everything she had inside.She didn't want to leave her kids and family.I have seen some horrible things in the last year..Somethings I pray noone else has to go through..The hardest thing is watching someone you love lay there in pain and you can't do anything to help them.My mother weighed 145 pounds when she got sick...When she died she was 80 pounds..She finally starved to death,her body finally shut down.I don't think anyone could imagine what I and my family had to see in the last month of her life and When I say watch someone decay in front of your eyes...I MEAN IT!!!!...I hate to be so graffic about this but I think everyone needs to step back and look at their lives and their family...In one day everything can change...You/We need to cherish everything/everyone we are given...because tomorrow it can be gone....
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