I need to type some stuff !
I have had to fight my way thru a ton of shit to get to be a fifty three year old human male . I don't complain much about my struggles they have shaped
Me and in many ways have tempered me to be a kind of man that I am proud to be . I count my success on how many people depend on me ... There are many
Because they can , and because I am willing to be there for them . Two elements that I take very seriously ... Can , and will . Not easy ? Fuck no it ain't !
If it were easy everyone could do it . I ain't bragging these are facts about me .
I'm facing a challenge today that is very serious , stage three lung cancer . From asbestos exposure when I was in my twenties . I think I even remember
A particular restoration of an old Victorian I worked on that was full of asbestos haha ... Fuq!!!
I'm gonna fight like I do , I'm gonna be a sick one , for the shit they are going to do to me to try and kill this little devil
I don't ask for help . I am the help !!! Not this time ....I'll need your prayers and understanding their are many kind people in this world
If they are given an opportunity to be so I have found . I get tire and shit ....my treatment starts in Ernest on dec 23d until then I will do my best
To Try and see you here ... I'm such a a good spectator here I forget to participate sometimes
