I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE TO BELIEVE LIFE IS EVER REALLY FAIR. SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE TAKEN AWAY FROM US FOR REASONS THAT WE DONT UNDERSTAND, AND SOMETIMES THEY WALK AWAY FOR REASONS WE DONT UNDERSTAND. I GUESS TODAY IM SPEECHLESS BC IM SO CONFUSED. IVE NEVER REALLY BEEN THE TYPE TO REALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WITH ALL THAT I HAVE. I GUESS THAT I WAS ALWAYS AFRAID TO LET MYSELF GO AND TAKE CHANCES. NOT TO LONG A FRIEND OF MINE SAID THAT THEY NEEDED TO BE OFF OF TAP AND NOT TALK TO ME FOR AWHILE. I DIDNT UNDERSTAND BC ITS ALWAYS BEEN ME AND HER, AND WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN REALLY CLOSE. I FOUGHT AS HARD AS I COULD TO MAKE HER STAY BUT SHE WENT ANYWAY. TODAY I WENT TO HER PROFILE AND SAW BLOGS SHE HAD POSTED AND WAS TOTALLY SPEECHLESS. I SAW SOMEONE WHO REALLY HONESTLY LOVED ME, AND WANTED ME TO BE HAPPY SO INSTEAD OF FORCING ME TO STAY LET ME GO AND BE FREE. IM GONNA TELL YOU SOMETHING RIGHT NOW ..THATS WHAT REAL LOVE IS WHEN SOMEONE TELLS U THEY WANT U TO BE HAPPY AND ARE GONNA GET HURT IN THE PROCESS OF YOU BEING HAPPY. THATS JUST WAY TO MUCH FOR ME. I HAVE NO IDEA TO EVEN BEGIN TO RESPOND TO KNOWING THIS. LOVE LIKE THAT DOESNT COME AROUND VERY OFTEN I WILL TELL U THAT. EVEN THOUGH ME AND THIS PERSON ARENT GONNA BE TOGETHER RIGHT NOW I AM HAPPY TO KNOW THAT THIS PERSONS LOVE WAS REALLY REAL TRUE AND PURE. THEY REFUSED TO BE SELFISH AND THATS JUST....I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO REPOND OR WHAT TO SAY........BLURRY THATS WHAT EVERYTHING IS NOW
