Satans side will be the side I join when...'s blog: "Songs I've written..."

The tender water falls upon your face You cry your tears of hardened pain The crow flies at a slower pace And it's all cause of a simple rain {chorus} You have the power to slow time down But the entire world doesn't know it You want to get to the time faster Which brings us that much closer to death I see you stand by the side of the river The bright sun glistens on the murky water Still I see your reflection shiver No more black cloud hanging over your head I watch the sweat bead roll down your cheek You turn your head from bad ideas Your spirit flows through the peaceful wind And washes away all the pain and sorrow {chorus} The gentle snow falls upon your tongue It's perfect form slowly melts away And all the children ask their mom to stay But we must leave, it's time to die {chorus} Let me know what you think... Feedback is GREATLY appreciated

My mom died, as most of you know, and it was REALLY unexpected. My mom and I did not end on good terms and I feel HORRIBLE. I miss her so much... I WANT MY MOM... I feel shitty... I wanna wake up and hug her and kiss her... I wanna see her so badly. I miss her so much... MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR LOVED ONES YOU LOVE THEM!!!! I shit you not.

Locked Up(Part I) Locked in a cell I can't get out What the hell is this all about I want to get out of here now I'm stuck in a field like a plow This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won They fill my head with many lies A girl peeks sadly as she cries Now my brain's in a giant twist Can't see my soul through this mist Given a book that keeps me sane Anger's as wild as a lion's mane They visit me as often as they can I don't wanna see them, 'sept one man This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won See familiar faces I haven't seen before Most can't take it, don't want to anymore Stuck watching people fight like mice Try to get out, but have to act nice This place is hell I get nothing done But if I quit Then they will have won I'm having dreams of the damndest things God, why can't I just sprout some wings Everyone calls to see how I am The food here tastes like rotten spam Feels like I'm stuck in a curse Please don't say it get's any worse The slippers I'm given don't slip at all Rather get beaten by a guy named Paul Locked Up(Part II) I sit here during quiet time While the faces of people switch I must pretend to be a mime Fuck I hate this, life's a bitch I have to stop seeing my girl That's so far killed my problems Why is my life in such a swirl All the kids just look like goblins Get me outta this place I must get back to my base The yelling and screaming must stop The crying and yelling must stop I'm viewing lines that just aren't there Without any of my good shit drugs Seems to me I'm just a spare That only receives his mother's hugs I wonder if it's me that's crazy Or is it just the goddamn staff Why can't things be like a daisy Cause all the do is laugh Get me outta this place I must get back to my base The yelling and screaming must stop The crying and yelling must stop Stuck sitting listen to a thought I've heard over and again Haven't found what it is I've sought But now I'm thrown into a bin C.O.P.S. Kicking people when they're down Laughing when you have a frown Doing things they shouldn't do Why can't we just kill the crew Let's all rise up Come join the force Let's get em back With no remorse You know you want to Yes you do You know you want to Come with me They watch you with an eagle's eye Spit in your facing when you die They think they own all of us But now it's time they ride the bus Let's all rise up Come join the force Let's get em back With no remorse You know you want to Yes you do You know you want to Come with me They'll lock you up without a care Shoot you like they hunt a bear Chase you through the night and day Now it's time they run away. Let's all rise up Come join the force Let's get em back With no remorse You know you want to Yes you do You know you want to Come with me Live it You are just a skit You are always planned Falling in a pit Emotions can't be canned Sleeping while not tired Gazing without looking Working but not hired Hungry while you're cooking People wanna fight People wanna kill Every single night Man always will You anger all your life Never really live Stabbed with a knife Your blood runs in a seive You jumped around in joy Didn't have a care Life was just a toy Now you have no hair People wanna fight People wanna kill Every single night Man always will what do you think??