LordTool's blog: "Songs I like && ShitZ.."

You... You believed ... You believed in moments [none could see / God conceived] You believed in me A passionate spirit Uncompromised Boundless and open A light in your eyes that / Could end all lies] [Vacant / Broken], broken Fell at the hands of this moment so that I wouldn't see It was you who prayed for me so What have I done To be a son to an angel? What have I done To be worthy? Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence Difficult to see you in this light Please forgive this selfish question, but What am I to say to all these ghouls tonight She never told a lie, ... well might have told a lie, But never lived one. Didn't have a life Didn't have a life But surely saved one So I'm alright Now it's time for us to let you go.

Pure as we begin Pure as we come in Pure as we begin Pure by will alone Pure as we begin Here we have a stone Gather, place, [erase, so / a razor] Shelter turned to home Pure as we begin Here we have a stone Throw to stay the stranger Swore to crush his bones Move by will alone Spark becomes a flame Flame becomes a fire Light the way or warm this Hope we occupy Spark becomes a flame Flame becomes a fire Forge a blade to slay the stranger Take whatever we desire Move by will alone Pure as we begin Pure as we begin Move by will alone Leave as we come in Pure as light, return to one Move by will alone

There's so many things I didn't say And even though It may be too late I want you to know I still love you so Every car I meet Looks like your car Every movie I see You play the leading part You're on my mind Can't leave you behind When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes In my mind I know You're far away But here in my heart Nothing has changed I'm still holdin' you Like I used to On a busy street In a crowded room Wherever I go It's just me and you Together again Girl it never ends When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes You're always there When I close my eyes

So you sailed away, into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring And nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl leaves me down and lonely Well send it in a letter Make yourself feel better. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. And it might take some time to patch me up inside but I can't take it so I, I run away and hide And I might find in time that you were always right You're always right. So you sailed away into a grey sky morning Now, I'm here to stay, love can be so boring Was it what you wanted? Could it be I'm haunted? But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. You're just the best I ever had

Listen to the tales and romanticize, How we follow the path of the hero. Boast about the day when the rivers overrun. How we rise to the height of our halo. Listen to the tales as we all rationalize Our way into the arms of the savior, Feigning all the trials and the tribulations; None of us have actually been there. Not like you. Ignorant fibbers in the congregation Gather around spewing sympathy, Spare me. None of them can even hold a candle up to you. Blinded by choices, hypocrites won't see. But, enough about the collective Judas. Who could deny you were the one who illuminated You'll have a piece of the divine. And this little light of mine, the gift you passed on to me; I'll let it shine to guide you safely on your way, Your way home ... Oh, what are they going to do when the lights go down Without you to guide them all to Zion? What are they going to do when the rivers overrun Other than tremble incessantly? High as a wave, but our eyes are upon the ground. You [are / were] the light and the way, they'll only read about. I only pray, [Heaven / God] knows when to lift you out. Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough, you're going home. You're the only one who can hold your head up high, Shake your fists at the gates saying: "I have come home now! Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father. Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended. It's time now! My time now! Give me my, give me my wings!" Give me my wings! You are the light and way, that they will only read about. Set as I am in my ways and my arrogance, Burden of proof tossed upon the believers. You were the witness, my eyes, my evidence, Judith Marie, unconditional one. Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence. Difficult to see you in this light. Please forgive this bold suggestion: Should you see your Maker's face tonight, Look Him in the eye, look Him in the eye, and tell Him: I never lived a lie, never took a life, but surely saved one. Hallelujah, it's time for you to bring me home

Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavor It happens to be Like: "Killed by the husband" "Drowned by the ocean" "Shot by his own son" "She used the poison in his tea [and / he] kissed [him / her] goodbye" That's my kind of story It's no fun til someone dies Don't look me at like I am a monster Frown out your one face But with the other Stare like a junkie Into the TV Stare like a zombie While the mother, holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky cryin, "Why, oh why?" Cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously, I Live while the whole world dies You all need it too - don't lie. Why can't we just admit it? Why can't we just admit it? We won't give pause until the blood is flowin' Neither the brave nor bold Will write us the story so We won't give pause until the blood is flowin' I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously, I Live while the whole world dies You all feel the same so Why can't we just admit it? Blood like rain fallin' down [Drown on grave and ground / ?? ] Part vampire Part warrior Carnivore and voyeur Stare at the [transmittal / transmitter] Sing to the death rattle La, la, la, la, la, la, la-lie (x4) Credulous at best Your desire to believe in Angels in the hearts of men. But pull your head on out [Your head please / ??] and give a listen Shouldn't have to say it all again The universe is hostile So impersonal Devour to survive So it is, so it's always been ... We all feed on tragedy It's like blood to a vampire Vicariously, I Live while the whole world dies Much better you than I.