I stare in to the eyes of my competitor,
And I know I’m in for battle.
My promise to you is I will not lose,
Because I know your life depends on it.
I did not mean for this to happen,
But I can not betray or deny you.
Some people seem out to harm you,
So I’ll use my dying breath to defend you.
They say it would be for the best,
But I think their opinion is only a test.
Some people look at this as if this is terrible event,
But what my LORD creates could only be a blessing.
Although I can not feel your heart beat,
I am overcome by its rhythm.
I have never seen you face or kissed your lips
But I love you unconditionally.
With all of the confusion
It’s heard not to get caught up in the illusion.
A family I know we will never be,
But still I must stay true to me.
Some people say I could take the easy way out,
Just a secret between us three,
But I will not compromise my believes,
To please yours or my own needs.
As the tears fall,
I pray they wash away the sin of the day