You tell me that you love me and I feel that you love me and I wanna believe it. BUT I can't . I feel this malfunction in me that I am not worth loving, and it makes me feel empty. I am happy with you and i am happy being yours. But I feel like there is something else that is tearing me apart. I feel like I am missing something. I wanna stop feeling this way. I wanna feel whole. I wanna feel complete. I know that its something that I must fix, its just that i don't know how.
