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when i look at you i see a golden love a love so strong thats it comes from above.. i sit here thinkin do i have or had that love.. the love i long forever...and it now or never you make my day a brighter one when you call and say hello hun but some where i went wrong.. i sit here in pain and hurt and lonlyness i dont know what it is i think its comin to me that maybe your gonna be gone... i try and try to hold on to you but i keep losin my grip and your slippin away please dont go. hold on tight...and do let go.. our love is what counts not how people want us to feel i love you more then life

We've started what we thought was a friendship But It only grew stronger and bigger. then bewteen us both we left love. The frist time we said i love you to each other, Was when my world changed for the better. Bein with you has made a whole new me. Now i sit here and wonder, what the future has to hold. You and me as a whole and ready to conquer the our new world. My love for you flows like a waterfall. So strong, so powerful that itll never stop. We've come this far battling everything in our way together and we've made it this far. Your the one i love and i know its true the way i feel when im with you, and what your have done for me and what i have done for you. I'll never in this life time stop loving you.

hinking of the times we shared Many memories I will always have The funny things you did or said Just knowing that you were there, Walking through dreams we both see Holding onto you holding onto me Seeing the side of me no one ever has Living in the future not in the past. What can I do to show you how I feel? Wishing the day had not came to this How can you let go of something that is so real? And know this is a chance in which we will miss Funny how life is and makes us think How a simple thing can be gone in a blink Washing away things we have longed to feel Parting with new tasks in which you learn to deal Finding myself hidden in my fears once more I find myself locked up tight like a door Not sure if I will ever find happiness in my life for the most part. Because I will never let go of the one that has captured my heart.

Everyone wonders what love is how being in love feels or if its even real If love is just a feeling then why so much hurt if love is lost what is love what happens when someone loves you but you are affraid to love back for the fear of getting hurt again If love is what everyone wants how can it be a feeling cause theres so much happiness if its there, is that love what is love How do you know you have love cause someone tells you or you say it to someone when do to you know if its love not lust why every where you look you see love or what you think is love but youve never had love then again what is love People say they found true love how do that know its true cuz there happy at that moment then all the sudden there hurting so is it really true love... Is love in the bible im not sure maybe but ive never heard of it in there what is love so leads people to think everyone says you feel love but no one knows where it comes from or why they feel that way How do you know your in love cause you get that weird feeling around someone maybe you just Shy,Scared or nervous and its not love so what is love

when i look at you i see a beautiful, pure soul when i kiss your lips i feel tenderness, life full of strength, takes my breath away when i touch your heart it over whelms me with love when you hold me in your arms my body trembles, ive never felt all this at once when i you say i love you im speechless, my body feels with joy.

I'm alone and empty you are my happiness being with you makes the days go faster the night longer hold you in my arms i come to realize when i see you, you brighten up my day when your not around i miss you when your around i still miss but i know your there the thought of losing you is tearin me apart being with you makes my hole and the emptyness inside me gone i come to realize when im with you nothing else matters its like the world has stopped and it revoles around us for the moment then sometimes i get scared and i do things that hurt us then i come to realize that not what i want cause it makes me empty and alone then i come to realize i feel deep down i love you but im scared i dont wanna get hurt so i push it deep inside me and denie i feel this way then i come to realize it hurts more doing this then just letting you know the way i feel then i come to realize they one thing im scared of is love it hurts when it dont go right but deep down i love you and im hidin it and it hurts us both then i come to realize... THAT I LOVE YOU

eyes wide open I see nothing but pitch black I sit here searching for a light the only thing i can hear is myself breathing no shadows or anything moving Why does love make people this way why so much pain and so much lonelyness why cant someone love someone as much as i do my life is about to end i feel cold if i could see myself i look morbid why does love hurt so much why does it leave you so empty why so much darkness i feel alone WHEN WILL SOMEONE LOVE ME!!