Spaghetti's blog: "*~*Simply me*~*"

I havent been myself lately, too be honest I actually hate myself. I hurt someone very very dear to me and I cant fix it. I didnt mean to but my actions did. Ive said Im sorry soo many times but it doesnt matter. He cant even listen to my voice. I cry myself to sleep at night hoping by morning I'll have a way to fix this but Im lost, sooo lost...

"You always hear how much heartbreak
hurts but when it happens to you, its
almost like ten times worse but the worse
part about it is you cant even remember how to smile"

Ive always thought I was destined to be alone, guess Im right.. I wanted to be someones princess but I broke the tierra:( I dont know what to do anymore....Im in pain but trying to keep a smile on my face....

Vivi con passione~Ridi di cuore~Ama profondamente

(live with passion~laugh out loud~love deeply)

Vieni qui e baciami

(come here and kiss me)

Voglio fara l'amore con te

(I wanna make love to you)

Sono dipendente dei tuoi baci

(Im addicted to your kisses)

Ti adoro

(I adore you)

xoxox Sheri

I think Im confusing a few fu's which I didnt mean too. I am not married in real life only on Fu. I chose married when I got fumarried almost 9 ths ago out of respect for Crazy..I dont live in Texas yet, I still live in Chicago where Im freezing my butt off lol..I hope this clears up  a few things if not, SB me and I might reply lol xoxoxo

I wanna ty everyone for all the love this Holiday. Im sorry I cant love on u back with blings but I try other ways lol. Being a single mom at Christmas is hard sometimes, especially now that I aslo have my nephews and niece.. They are gonna have a wonderful xmas lol, plus my daughters 13th birthday is on the 28th, ughhhhh =] She is soo excited, so mom supplied her with gifts cards to the movies and Buffalo wild wings (her favorite place lol).. I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday and I promise to be back loving on everyone after its all over lol..Love and kisses to my Fu family, U guys are amazing!!xoxoxoxo

I think I hit rock bottom on Fu today lol. I have 91+ unread messages and 109 friend requests, ugh. Im trying to get thru them in a timely manner but its not working. I never realized soo many people wanna be on my page lol. I cant imagine what the "popular" Fu's have, glad Im not one of those lol. I know I mentioned some of my pet peeves of Fubar before but I gotta repeat them again cause I have a few  that dont care how I feel...

First of all...My heart is spoken for, so please quit asking if I wanna go out, NO! I wont hand out my # either..those very very very close to me have it. I leave my page logged on 24/7, if you shout me, PM me, I will get back to you as soon as I see it, maybe:P I try to return ALL love but its hard sometimes when you have a limited time. So if I miss returning, leave me a shout and let me know. I clear my profile viewers about 3 times a day to help me keep track but I do miss a few. Omg, my bling!! lol I seem to have a few "Fu's" that come and check me out when new bling is out, dont think I dont notice you, its actually really entertaining. I dont ask for all the lovins, ok maybe sometimes I do:s but for the most part I dont. Im a bling addict and I dont wanna change anytime soon:D  As for my status's or the lil heartbroken icon (which is my fav), I put things up that I find while Im out and about on the net that catches my eye. Im OBSESSED with heartbroken quotes, pics, songs...It sooo full of emotions. So you dont have to keep asking if Im ok, Im good, very good, just my lil quark:D....As for my pics, I use alot of B&W'S only because to me, I look the best..I have issues on how I look, I wish I was beautiful like some of these people on here, oh well....Im a very very moody person, one day Im talkative, next day, very quiet, again one of my lil quarks lol (poor Crazy, he gets to deal with them:P I lubbers you baby) so I hope I havent scared anyone off, if I did, welp, I guess we are not meant to be friends. I lubbers my fu family, go check them out, show them lots and lots of love, tell them the Princess sent ya;) For now xoxoxoxo