ok so it's a friday and I came home from work all sick... I work at a school so I'm around kids all day and I had a few go home then I went home they just pass their germs onto me but when the lil ones don't feel good they come to you crying and you feel so bad you just wanna hold them so what did I do I held the one who is my favorite! She went home sick and about an hour later I went home sick! I moved back home today too...this is going to be hard I moved out of my rents house in July because we weren't getting along, then not to long after that we started to get along just fine. Last week they bought me a much needed car. I have to pay them back half and the other half is an early christmas present. I'm only going to be at my rents house for a few months till money is comin my way and my debts are paid off...and I can afford a place of my own. I'm frusterated because of guys. I like this one but we really have no time with each other and well it just plan sucks and he told me tonight he just didn't think that we would work but that he wasn't going to rule it out so I don't know how to take that but I'm going to take it as he doesn't want a relationship...so to back off. So I'm going to back off and go back to my lonesomeness that I hate but I have no other choice. Ok I'm done write I feel like I just wrote a book. Late
Brandy Fae
