PaulG's blog: "Shit absolutely no one will read."

I was rather flattered by this. I've never considered myself to be that way.

...ruler.

I did my worst yesterday. Might as well put the opposite ones. 1. loyal 2. responsible 3. intelligent 4. ambitious 5. supportive 6. self-effacing/humble 7. tenacious (other people have told me this) 8. patient 9. passionate 10. giving (that's a double-edged sword)

Everyone seems to say what's so great about him/her in their profile. Well, I am going to try something different here. I'll probably incorporate this into my biography somehow. These are traits are not good about me and need work. 1. Giving - This can be a double edged sword, it's good and bad. I tend to put everyone else's needs before mine. So, I end up never getting what I need or want. After awhile, people to pick up on this and sometimes tend to take advantage of your hospitality. 2. Shy - A big one. This is literally a problem to a crippling degree. 3. Underestimate myself - I have a bad habit of selling myself short and doubting my abilities. This is in all aspects of life. 4. Tunnel vision/oblivious - I'm a complete idiot when it comes to picking up signals from girls. Things that will be completely obvious to everyone else will go unnoticed by me. Who knows how many girls have dropped me hints and I never picked up on it.

Well, that's division by zero. So, I guess this entire blog is undefined.

I hate going to bed sometimes because I know when I wake up I have to go to work.

Why the hell can't you do a search on this website for people (females in my case) who live close to you? Unless I'm blind, I would have thought being able to do that would be useful.

I do have my moments of intellect, but overall, I'm a dumbass.

SECTION 1 - YOU + Known as: paul, paulg + Born: 1977 + Hair color: brown + Eye Color: blue SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER + Fallen off the bed?: i don't recall that ever happening + Had your heart broken?: yes, a few times + Had a dream come true?: i thought i came close, but it didn't happen SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY... + Wearing: sleeping clothes + Listening to: my computer hum + Located: in my bedroom + Should really be doing: finishing my application for graduate school SECTION 4 - DO YOU... + Have any piercings: yes + Drive: of course + Have a cell phone: for a longtime. i even had a hardwired phone in my first car SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU... + Hugged: i'm not sure + IMed: my sister IMed me + Talked with on the phone: christi + Text: lacy SECTION 6 - PERSONAL... + What do you want to be when you grow up? rich + What comes first in your life? it should be me, but it usually isn't the case + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? current problems and how i don't want to go to work SECTION 7- FAVORITES + Show: no cable + Store: what kind of store? if it's clothes, i guess express + Food: i'm quite fond of bbq (beef brisket) + Color: orange. thought if it's leather, then it's white SECTION 8 - DO YOU... + Like to give hugs: yes + Like to walk in the rain: rain depresses me + Sleep on your side: almost always + Have stuffed animals: not over here SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT... + Pierced nose or tongue? well, if it's a girl, definitely the tongue + MTV or BET: how about neither + 7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek: never seen either one + Chocolate or flowers: chocolate, especially of the dark variety + Color or black-and-white photos: black and white pictues look classy in my opinion. a lot more difficult to do correctly + Stay up late or sleep in: i used to be able to stay up, now i'm a lazy fuck + Hot or cold: cold + Sun or moon: without the sun, there would be no moon + Left or Right: right + 10 Acquaintances or one best friend: the latter choice + Spring or Fall: fall + Happy or sad: i'm pretty apathetic right now + Wonder or amazement: i guess wonder? SECTION 10: FIRSTS. First Screen Name? was, and still is, tyr666 First self purchased CD: led zeppelin II, i didn't even own a CD yet either First pet: lola the cat First piercing/tattoo: my left ear SECTION 11: LASTS. Last time you cried: i honestly have no idea Last phone call: christi SECTION 12: CURRENT. Current mood: exhausted Current food: actually, i'm eating chipolte(sp?) rice Current hair: a mess Current annoyance(s): i've got a bunch that could fill a tome SECTION 13: WHO... 1. Makes you smile? hmm...christi 2. Has seen you cry? i have still have no idea SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER.. 1. Be serious or be funny? i can be a riot sometimes 2. Drink whole or skim milk? whole milk is like drinking cream or something 3. Spend time with your parents or enemies? i guess my parents SECTION 15: DO YOU PREFER... 1. Do you prefer gray or black? maybe grey 2. Lust or love? love 3. Sunrise or sunset? sunset 4. M&M's or skittles? i don't really like skittles SECTION 16: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... 1. Do you like anyone? yes 2. Do you believe in love at first sight? no. that only happens in fairy tales 3. Do you miss someone right now? very much so

ummm....ummm...yeah....sometimes, you just gotta do it....hahaha...just a funny, random ass thought...