Shiaine's blog: "Shiaine"

He was nice and came back and rated me a 10 as well as some of my pics. It must have been a newbie thing. Show him some love. http://www.fubar.com/user/1083682 Shiaine

A little rabbit is happily running through the forest when he stumbles upon a giraffe rolling a joint. The rabbit looks at her and says, "Giraffe my friend, why do you do this? Come with me running through the forest, you'll see, you'll feel so much better!" The giraffe looks at him, looks at the joint, tosses it and goes off running with the rabbit. Then they come across an elephant doing coke, so the rabbit again says, "Elephant my friend, why do you do this? Think about your health. Come running with us through the pretty forest, you'll see, you'll feel So good!" The elephant looks at them, looks at his razor, mirror and all, then tosses them and starts running with the rabbit and giraffe. The three animals then come across a lion about to shoot up and the rabbit again says, "Lion my friend, why do you do this? Think about your health! ... Come running with us through the sunny forest, you will feel so good!" The lion looks at him, puts down his needle, and starts to beat the shit out of the rabbit. As the giraffe and elephant watch in horror, they look at him and ask, "Lion, why did you do this?! He was merely trying to help us all!" The lion answers, "That little fucker! He makes me run around the forest like an idiot every time he's on ecstasy!"

Sometimes I just don't understand. I'm not trying to go crazy getting points or anything, it's not that big a deal, but I thought posting Mumm's would be fun to do. So I posted one Mumm that was meaningful and one that was silly. Well people started rating the silly one and leaving the most awful comments! They were like rabid wolves because I posted something silly. Like I'm the only one that does this? I have a huge problem with people who come down on someone just because they don't like something. If they don't like my MuMM, they don't have to post on it or vote on it. I've made some nice friends on here and yes I have people on my friends list I haven't talked to but that's part of the fun of Fubar, at least in my opinion. When you are online, God forbid you offend anyone in a community cause you're going to get flamed. The whole thing just ticks me off and I see so many silly Mumm's out there. Like what's your favorite reality show and stuff like that. So I ask if people prefer macaroni salad to potato salad and people jump all over my shit. I get this guy who calls me a point whore but yet he's answering my mumm and leaving a comment, he gets points for this? So he's just as guilty as I am!! Okay, I'm done ranting now, but I hate getting picked on and put down just because I'm trying to have a little fun. If people have such a problem, they need to go to mister baby jesus and ask him to post better guidelines for mumm's.

Okay, I'm not normally a person who gets mad. And I can see how the environment in this site, much like the environment of a real bar, can cause conflict to arise, and emotions to run high. And the person I'm about to write about, well, if they read this and get pissed off, I really don't care. That said, I started talking to what seemed like a really nice guy last night. The talk turned sexual, (he initiated it) But that doesn't bother me. What bother's me is he makes a big deal on his page about being honest, and real and no lies or games or other shit, then turns out to be nothing but a game player himself. It says on my profile that I'm married, but this person got all pissed off at me like a little kid cause despite the fact I have problems in my marriage, he couldn't seem to understand why I would be hesitant to have sex with him if he lived closer to me. Or why I want to stay with my husband and take him places with me cause he doesn't always give me as much sex as I would like. First of all, I love my husband, and there is nothing on my profile to suggest otherwise. I do like to flirt, and have fun, and my husband is okay with this. If he created a cherry tap account and flirted with girls, I would have no issues with that. I know whose bed he's in every night, mine. The same goes for him. That being said, this person got awfully huffy about my feelings for my husband, despite the fact he's only known me for like a day. And the biggest part of our convo was about sex. I don't understand why he got so angry over my answer to a hypothetical question as to whether I'd sleep with him if he lived close to me. Going by his past, it's surprising to me he'd think it ok for someone to cheat on their spouse with HIM, when he was hurt by someone who cheated on him. When I tried to be nice and apologize for hurting his feelings, he just acted the tragic hero for all the things that have happened to him. Then he proceeds to write a blog called "Trust" and blocks me from reading it. And deletes me from his friends list. Does he think I'm stupid?? The large majority of people I've met on Tap have been really nice, friendly and all. I plan on making my profile much more clear as to my intentions on this site, so this same kind of thing doesn't happen again. Flirting is fine, and frankly I like talking about sex. It's a subject I enjoy and I don't even mind roleplaying a little cyber sex from time to time and my husband is ok with this. He has done it himself. But it goes no further for me than the chat room. I don't care if you live 5 miles from me or 500 or 5000. The answer will always be the same, I love my hubby, and he’s the man I’m going to be sleeping with. He and I have talked about having sex with other people, just to spice things up, but have never followed through. So I don't know if I ever would. I can be brave online, but in the real world, well, things are different. Okay, I think I'm done ranting now. This blog is long enough. If you want to talk to me, about the weather, or about sex, or about anything, just know that you'll get honest answers from me and no matter what someone else might think, I don't play games and I don't lie.