I woke this morning feel like million bucks but time it was 10 am all those feelings began to drain.. I starting to feel tears in my eyes and pain in my soul once again back to feeling all alone.. I look around and see things around me that make me smile and make me gleam.. but when I look in side I see a pain a feeling of emptiness that just will not pass me by.. I have fallen into an abyss of trusting no one.. To living my life alone with out that special someone.. I almost did something I thought I would never do but then again what else was there to do.. No one wants a relationship they want a fuck a lay or something to pass the time away.. I my self at times don't want the headache and aggravation of having someone.. but what do you do when you feel such a void do you sit there and cry or do you keep on walking with your head high..
Love is such a remarkable thing but it more then once almost killed me emotionally.. To give your all and be left with an empty heart or to be casted stones until it bleeds is that wat love means.. Shakes my head in disgrace.. God is the one that put us on this earth.. It was his love and affection that gaves us birth.. so why can't we love with the same compasion as he did instead of hating, decieving and miss using someone and everything..
A broke soul
