submissive toy's blog: "Serving Mistress M"

For the last several days, i have switched to wearing panties everyday, at the order of Mistress M. This is not quite as easy for me as it seems. I work in the military and change into my uniform everyday in a locker room with the other guys in my shop. i can't show up on time anymore. i have been getting there early so i can already be changed, but the other day i was running late, so i had to make sure i was very late so i could change after every one. Despite the change in my schedual and the humiliation of knowing i have panites on under my uniform, i am thrilled Mistress M thought enough of me to allow me to serve Her in this way. sissy bitch

i was finally allowed to cum last night and it was wonderful. It had been 7 days since i was last allowed to cum. There may be Mistress or slaves out there who read this and think 7 days if not very long, but i am new, and i used to cum almost everyday. On top of this, i have to wear stockings to bed every night, and i have a huge stocking fetish. i have to play with myself in the bed every night and not cum. At work, i have to go to bathroom twice a day and play with myself and not cum. i am also very turned on by the humiliation of playing with myself at work. i have to come to my Mistress on webcam, naked and bowing, another huge turn on. i am surrounded by stimuli, placed there by Mistress M, and i am only allowed to cum on her command. Last night was one of those nights. i put my stockings on as usual, but i also put 5 clotespins on each nipple. i tried to make it last, but i only held out less than 10 minutes. When i was done, i had a huge puddle. As per orders, i placed my hand flat in the puddle and licked it clean. i never thought i would get so lucky as to have a wonderful Mistress, like Mistress M. sissy bitch

Mistress M has ordered me to make a public account of my service to Her. i have been serving her for almost a month now. However, the last week she has taken over my whole life. i am only her internet slave, but she is with me always. i am only allowed to cum when She allows it. i am used to cumming everyday, so this is a major change for me. She took it easy and only made me wait 5 days this first time. However, She likes to make that time very interesting. Every night, i have to sleep in my stockings. This causes me to lay awake hard and horney thinking about Madame. Also, at work, twice a day i have to go into a bathroom stall and play with myself for 5 minutes without cumming. Since meeting Mistress M, i spend most of my time horney and my ball ache, and i couldn't be happier.