curlyred242582's blog: "Sarahs Words"

So like the title says, i'm hurt. I got imjured at work in the most ridiculous way when a bathroom door slammed into my lower right side. It wasn't the whimpy little stall doors, this was a single bathroom with a heavy and fast closing door. So i strained my back and i have a contusion on my lower stomach/ovary area. This freaking sucks. I cant get comfortable at night or day. I have a hard time walking, standing and sitting. Not to mention sharp shooting pains running down my lower back. So what scared me, and i went to an urgent care center. However because this was an injury at work, they wouldn't help me. I had to go to my place of work, which is a hospital, to get help. And they were not very nice to me either. At least i have vicodin now.

So, as you might have guessed from the title, i am single. My best guy friend who i had feelings for but was always too immature for me has begun dating someone else. I find myself a little jealous despite myself. There was a time when he wanted me, but being in the army, we never had the time to establish anything. Now i hear from him less and less. I suppose there is nothing to do but move on.

I am 25 today. Yes its the 25th of October. I live with my roommate in a fabulous appartment, but sadly i have to work tonight, and tomarrow and the next night as well. No time to celebrate i suppose. Oh well, there is always next year.

So my friend Amanda and i went on a random road trip last night. We ended up in Ann Arbor to visit a friend of hers. Gas was totally expensive, but we had a good time.

When i get a check, the money is already spent. I got my check on Wed, and by saturday i am flat broke. I can not blame it all on gas prices either, as much as i want too. This is all my fault. I hate money sometimes. I feel as though it controls me, makes me spend what i do not have. I feel worthless without it, and a slave too it. I spent most of my money on things that i do not need. What the hell, i tell myself. Do i want to be in debt forever? Do i want to miss money so much, that i almost feel willing to do anything for some more of it? Its the worst drug.

Sunday afternoon. I am making chicken to be placed into large shells for stuffed shells. Also inclued in the shells are cheese and spinach, then topped with maranaria sauce. Yummmmm. I cant wait to eat!

I am a freak. I have abnormally large sinuses, and i can "sense a thunderstorm". That simply means that i get sinus headaches whenever the presure drops. I had one tonight (april 1st) and took some pain killers which are now kicking in. Nice, i like being disconnected.