well first im gonna tell everyone to be patient with me. i have no damn clue how to work this site... i have about 25 different profiles on different sites, and all of the sites work differently, so yeah im learning. *sigh* so... about me, huh? how to start... oh jeezus... I am most likely online. Talk to me. I am a quiet lil bipolar girl who doesn't even know what to think of herself. SO if someone has an idea, please let me know. i am one of those people who would rather please the people around me than to make myself happy. i have strong opinions, but most of the time, i will choose to keep them to myself. i am also about the biggest procrastinator you will ever meet. hehe... i have intensely low self esteem, and nothing anyone ever says will change that. i think i am ugly inside and out, and ive learned to live with it. don't get me wrong, i love compliments, i just dont agree. i also am really not sure how to take them. lol.please forgive me if i dont open up to you right away. it comes from years of rejection and mean people and shit of the sort. it doesnt mean i dont like you, it just means i am being careful.i have a fragile heart, and I kinda give it away too easily. As a result I have been hurt many many times. (again, not asking your pity, but I'd appreciate it if you would please choose your words wisely. Do not lead me on.) Just be honest, and we can be friends. :)i don't like people who simply pine for attention. like the ones who talk to you just to cry and act so they can feel popular or loved. i also don't like fake people who mold to the touch or only are what you want them to be. or ridiculously "emo" children who think their lives are worse than everyone elses, and ask you what's wrong, and then when you answer, they try to outdo you. i dont want or need your fake sympathy and i dont think you dont need mine. i also despise people who pretend to be bisexual because they think it is the "in" thing, i was bi before it was cool. it is not a choice.... its an attraction.however related this is: if there is one thing i cannot stand, wait wait, no i hate it... i hate homophobes. if you are afraid of what is different, you should live in a box. it doesn't affect the straight people at all if there are gay people in the world, so get over it.Alright, and finally, something else I hate. I mean H-A-T-E. Animal abuse. It is sad and pointless, and if there was a way, I would save all of the poor unfortunate animals that these sick worthless bastards harm.