BrookMildly young (I am thirty), highly emotive, passionate, beautifull, as well as infinitely powerful clearly in my own right and latently in the imaginations of men.....Your thirties arent so bad, merely never knowing entirely how to get what you desire at any age can bane hard often. In my twenties I took several years upon leaving the Ivy League to bring war upon our government to write and viscerally remove (with unrelenting hate) altogether cowards out the pages and steps of our history (as I took them), driven by the tunnel, quixotic, specious tutelage of American melting integration and propsperity and betrayal, (as I felt those in the cadres of power had done to those of below), erasing the trappings and specious grace (so I took it) of the hellaciously selfish and self involved of above, again as I took them....I was a coward however to the elite, not owning fundamentally my own inner semblance and their veritbale pain (my pain....yes the epithets, pillory, ostrasization by those