robhall5150's blog: "Rob's Blog"

Lets all remember to thank our veterans today. We need to remember them and what they have done for our country just as we do for our current military members. So take the time to thank them and also thank our military that are serving now. They all deserve it because they are the reason we have the freedoms that we enjoy every day. I want to say THANK YOU to each and every Veteran and THANK YOU to our current Military members.

For those of you who are interested here is how my weekend went. Friday I left work and headed to Spartanburg to hang out at my cousins. His brother and his brothers 2 sons were there. The oldest son left for Navy boot camp Sunday. We cooked us a big ole pot of chilli beans and sat around the fire and talked and told old boot camp stories from when we were in. He was kind of nervous about going in but we both told him that we would trade with him in a heartbeat. I really miss being in the Army. I wish I would have been smart enough when I was in to realize the things that I know now. We had an awesome time sitting around the fire and drinkin a few Bud Lights. Saturday I got up and got my son. We went back to my cousins and hung out all day. We went out to eat that night with my cousins and aunt and uncle. I'm suprised my ex let my son because it was past time for me to bring him home. Thats the first time in 2 years thatshe has let him stay with me past the time I am suppose to drop him off. And then of course Sunday I watched the Carolina Panthers get the shit beat out of them by the Colts. That sucked. And on top of that Jimmy Johnson won the race and that really sucked. Well hope you all had a great weekend and hope you have a great week.

I picked up my son at 9 a.m. like I always do. We left the house and rode around for a little bit talking and waiting for the bowling alley to open. We bowled 3 games (man is it expensive). After that we went to eat at his favorite place (and luckily cheap) Ci Ci's pizza buffet. Then we went over to my cousins for a little while and he played outside with his cousin and some of her friends. While I was at my cousins he was telling me about a friend of mine that had run into my ex. She said she talked (or listened rather) to my ex put me down for fifteen minutes (and she says she doesn't talk about me) She finally just told her she had to leave. I know I talk about my ex, But, the things I say are true. I know every story has two sides, but I can promise you I DON'T LIE and I will admit to the things that I did wrong in our marriage. She on the other hand will LIE in a heartbeat. She did it the whole time we were married. I see no need for lying. It doesn't get you anywhere. I was reading my divorce papers again (just a few minutes ago to be exact)and it's hard to believe the things her and her family wrote about me. While some of it may be true most is just complete BS. I never asked my family to write anything about my ex for the divorce (good or bad) didn't see the need for it. Why drag all the stuff up or make up shit. It doesn't change the fact that we are getting a divorce. Damn I do this all the time. This started out as the Saturday with my son and here I am rambling again. But it's a good way to get this off my chest I guess. Anyway me and my son had an awesome time just hanging out. Hope everyone has had a great weekend. Untill next time. :)

My daughter called me today. This is my Saturday to have my kids. She told me she was going to come with me this weekend and it made me feel so good I almost cried. We talked for a few minutes and then she said oh I can't come with you this weekend I forgot I have plans. Boy talk about a smack in the face. I was really hoping to get to see her this weekend since she doesn't normally come with me. Guess it will just be me and my son again. I'm sure we will have just as much fun as we always do. To bad my daughter doesn't realize all the fun she is missing spending time with her dad and brother. I know I wish my dad had been around when I was growing up. She doesn't realize that you don't get this time back. I hope one day she will realize it and start spending time with me.

Well the day started out kinda crappy because my alarm didn't go off but luckily my internal alarm woke me in time so I wasn't to late (only 30 minutes). I hate to be late because I don't get that much time as it is. We had a fun day though as we always do. Still wish my daughter would come with us some but I guess my son needs me more than she does. We went to Ci Ci's for lunch. He loves Ci Ci's. It's pretty good and it's also cheap which is good for me since my ex gets most of my money. After that we went to see Spider Man 3 because he wanted to see it and I have to say it was pretty good. He asked me last week if we would go and he was so excited. He has been wanting to see it since it came out. Lucky for me it was at the dollar theater so I got by cheap and he wasn't hungry because we had plenty of pizza before we went :) so that worked out good. Then we had to go to the mall because he wanted to look for hot chicks...lol....Takes after his dad I guess. After that it was time to go home. On the way home we were talking about the new golf clubs his uncle had bought him. He got a custom set made because he is going to play golf for the school next year. I had let him use my old set so he could play golf with his grandfather. So I asked him if he wasn't going to use them anymore to let me have them back. That was fine with him. But guess what? His mother wouldn't let me have MY golf clubs back. Doesn't make any sense to me and my son didn't like it much either. But nothing I can do. It's not the first time she has done something like that. I let her use my wireless router about a year and a half ago because at the time I wasn't using it. When I needed it and asked for it back she told me no. Go figure. I can't have MY own stuff. Well thats why we are no longer married along with a bunch of other reasons that I don't have the space to go into nor do you have the time to read. But anyway I enjoyed my time with my son and thats whats important. I can buy new stuff but I can't replace the time I have with my son it's priceless. Well if you made it this far without getting bored I hope you have had a wonderful weekend and hope you have a wonderful week ahead.

Well my daughter went with me saturday. Only because her mother made her. Which really suprised me. I don't think my son liked it to much though. He's used to being the center of attention and just doing guy things. We still had fun though. We went to see Wild Hogs. It was a good movie. I want it on DVD. After I dropped my kids of the ex called and told me my daughter said she didnt want to go with me any more. I thought she had a good time but I guess when she asked to text a friend with my phone and I told her no, that really hurt her feelings. She's used to getting everything she wants from her mother while my son on the other hand doesnt get half of what his sister gets. I treat them both equal and I guess thats why my daughter hates me. Maybe one day she will realize that I love her and care for her but I'm not going to give her everything she wants to make her spend time with me. My son and I have lots of fun without spending money. My daughter on the other hand thinks spending money is the only way to have fun. Ok enough for now. Have a great day and thanks for reading.

Why is it that I seem to be a magnet for women who really dont give a shit about me. They say they care but their actions don't match what they say. I don't understand what it is that I am not doing right. Is it me or is it them? Do I just pick the wrong women? I dont know. I really dont understand. Its a complete mystery. All I want is for someone to Love me as much as I Love them. Is that asking to much? I guess it is, because so far it hasn't worked for me. Oh well maybe someday. A man can always dream can't he.

Well my son called me and wished me happy fathers day so that made my day. But my daughter hasnt called yet but she didnt call last year either so I really don't expect a call. And my ex had to get on the phone and wish me happy fathers day. What a piece of work she is. I wanted to get my kids today but she wouldn't let me. She said that my son had a play at church to be in and I asked my son when I was on the phone how church was and about the play. He didn't know what I was talking about. Imagine that she lied to me. I find that hard to believe. She has never lied to me. (only 1,000,000 times and counting). But at least my son was thinking about me today and I guess thats all that matters.

Well fathers day is tomorrow and once again the ex won't let me have my children. Didn't get them last year either although she says I didn't ask which is bullshit. I've asked to get my kids plenty of times other than the one day I get evry other week, but she says they always have plans. Nothing I can do about it though until I get my own place. She won't work with me at all until a judge tells her she has to. Can you say total BIOTCH! I love my kids more than anything and would love nothing more than to have them with me all the time. I know what it's like to grow up without a father. After my mother and father divorced we didnt see much of my father. Although he has a different memory than me and my sisters. He didnt want the responsibilty of kids he just wanted to party. Me on the other hand would love nothing more than to have my kids 24/7. I've always tried to be there for my kids but the ex makes that very difficult. And of course it's always my fault. I try to ask the kids what they want to do and then I get the phone call from hell telling me I'm not suppose to ask them I'm suppose to ask her. The reason for that is obvious. That way if I don't ask them then she can say I don't ask to get them extra or want them for holidays or any other time. They are getting older and I hope that they start to realize dad is not an a$$hole. I don't say anything negative to them about there mother. There is a lot I would like to say to them but I'm not gonna play that game. She is their mother and I would not try to do anything to make them feel a certain way about her. She on the other hand has no problem doing that but I feel like in the end it will all come back to haunt her. Ok enough of this for now. If you made it this far thanks and I hope you have a wonderful day and weekend.