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Falling Down

Seems that no matter what I do to come up, I just fall down again. Every time. Hmmm.... Oh well, maybe the floor is more fun than the roof anyway.
> Ok! I thought it would be a great idea to start a monthy contest. The purpose of this is to get people familiar with my art and to show off new traditional art works (i.e. paintings, drawings sketches, collages, clothing, jewlery.) > > PLEASE READ THIS ALL THE WAY THROUGH FOR RULES AND DEADLINE! > > This will be a comment battle! > below is a picture of the deviation that I am giving away this month! > All prizes will be original works. > You may comment as many times as you choose. The more you comment, the better the chance you have of winning! CONTEST ENDS 02-28-07. ONLY COMMENTS ON THE CT IMAGE PAGE WITHIN MY ALBUM AND ON THE PICTURE SPECIFIED WILL BE COUNTED. > THE CHERRY WHO SPEAKS THE LOUDEST WILL HAVE THE PRIZE! > > PLEASE REPOST THIS TO ALL YOR FRIENDS AND FANS, LETS HAVE A LITTLE COMPITION! > > Note: Prizes will be sent via USPS. So be advised that upon winning one of these contests, you will have to furnish me with a mailing address that I can send your prize to along with your REAL first and last name. > > click the link below to go to the associated deviation to begin the commenting! > > http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=563915&albumid=221731&i=2244554559 > > here is the prize for this month. > Goddess. Oil Pastel on Parchment. Unframed/unmatted. Size 9x12. > > Click the picture to go to my website and veiw all my deviations and to purchase prints. > >
Goddess by ~FeveredSoul on deviantART > > Good luck!http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=563915&albumid=221731&i=2244554559 >

Pondering While Rendering

The Grand Julia Experiment is complete. Well almost. Now I start the REALLY long rendering process which leaves me unable to work in Apophysis until further notice. Basically, I get to sit here , twiddle thumbs and wait for the image to show up on my desktop for tweeks for about 5 or 6 hours... maybe more. YAY ME! So what else is there really to do but ponder things? I hate to think, it is like dreaming... there is a reason I don't sleep too much. And it is this... I don't sleep well, and when I do I dream far too long. It is the same for thinking. To much for me... At the moment I sit here and think about the way my world is at the moment. It is very colorful. This is good... but with the color comes chaos. And just because there is color and chaos, it does not by any means state that there is variety or excitement. Quite the opposite actually. I am a recluse. I create, I eat, I ponder. I create for lack of more fulfilling things to do. I am sick of retreating to my shop for artistic solitude. I have always prided myself on the fact that I am independent and self fulfilling. I have come to terms with the fact that it is all bullshit! Independence is relative. Lonliness, now that is what it REALLY is. Fancy, sugar-coated ways to say LONELY. Can anyone come up with anymore?

MathmaTARD

I am learning new fractal stuff at the moment. I got a brand new program today that promises to help me to make the best fractals EVER. What I didn't count on was having to be a fucking genius. I am not saying that I am stupid by any means, as a matter of fact, I am probably smarter than you're average human ( as much of a curse as that is)it helps me at times like this USUALLY/ Suffice it to say, I fucking hate julias! So, if I am a little anti social tonight, this is why.
I hate the internet. And I love the internet. There are two side to every story. They seem to conflict. But really they do not. In a nutshell it is all angst, anger, and symmetry. I loved a man. So very deeply. I would have died for him. In fact, a part of me did. He loved me. And I believe he felt the same. But a moment of insecurity made him ask me to do something that I could never do and will not abide. So, now it is over and we are both hurt. Strangly symbiotic isn't it? Here's to broken hearts. And, to lessons learned.
death would be a relief next to this travisty. The world is cold and my heart is dead.

I love my mama

When you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

Hello my name is Wooz

Wooz Moon is the best artist I have ever seen! She has been a longtime friend of mine on Myspace, and hails from France. Her painting and grafitti art are phenominal! here is a sneak peak... i love this girl! Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Magnifique!

FUCK

I have no idea what is going on. I come back from farewell visits with friends to some girl calling him 'pet' and leaving him lovey dovey comments on his board. i am supposed to be going to see him tomorrow but alas..... cannot contact him to see what is going on for my trip in the AM... less then 24 hours and i am completely in the dark. i think i'll just cry now.

Steele

Today I heard steele in your voice. I felt it in the air. Today Steele ran through my veins and threatened to harden me. Today I noticed that the rose you gave to me was not the only rose in the world. I saw that there are more, and that what we have is not the only gardener that grows them. Today I needed you, and you were not there. Today I noticed that it is my fault. Today I saw that sleep brings not rest, but sorrow. Today, I will not only remember the steel I heard and saw. I will feel it.
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