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Death is a still winter night...
nothing rustles , not even the wind...
People walk a slow sad march..
A march of suffering the pain...
due to this one mistake of loving this one human being...
Death is a still winter night....
You look at what was you
and you sometimes wonder what happened....
Some people look back on their own accomplishments..
While others look back at their own failures....
Most people just look back on the big mistakes they made...
It really doesn't matter..
All that really matters is the friends
who have been there for you through it all!
So if you're looking back on your life..
Remember your accomplishments and your failures...
Just take a little bit more time
And reflect on your friends
And the stupidity you guys have shared...
Trust me, it will make you smile on your bluest days!!! :) :)
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that parenting is a priviledge it should not be taken lightly, I've learned that nothing seems sacred anymore. No one loves like they used to and selfishness is rampant. Ive learned that I was born a generation to late to accomodate my soul and heart. But I am here and alive, for how long is not known. For any of us is not known. We spend so much time being afraid of what if's... We forget to focus on the what can be's. We all get hurt..we all fail at some point...we all make mistakes..I've learned to ask God for help in not crying anymore and asking for strength to get up each day and work and love and keep the faith that I will be ok...it's not the end...not yet...I've learned that my heart is good, my soul is genuine and loving with all that i have in me is good enough...or at least it should be... yet i haven't learned why i'm still alone and suffering every day.. maybe another lesson tomorrow will teach me...maybe not... all I know is that i am certain I will forever wait for my love story to be finished in the book of my life.. and i will bring with me all the chapters of my life thus far.. and I will love with the same tenacity as I do right now....
this is what i'm determined to have in my life someday:
Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
[bridge:]
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment,I know why I'm alive
When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?
