As I sit here by the river, I wonder of what is in store for me. I am a shadow for a reason, I see things I sometimes wish I hadn't know and then I see things that does me harm. Sometimes, I wonder of the gift that was placed before me, for I wonder..."Do they have the right person?"
Not saying I don't accept the gift, I wonder if it was given to the right person. I often gaze into this river to see memories I placed away for a reason. Not saying all are bad or good. Just placed away for I'm trying to put back some shattered pieces of my mirror of who I am as a person
A person that stays hidden away for a reason.I'm not sure of who I am as a person. Not sure of what is in stored at times for when I do try my best, it causes some chaos that takes me a bit longer to deal with. Makes me not want to gather those pieces of the mirror for I think no one would understand the whole view of me. No one would be there to help me pick up some pieces as I go.
As I look up from the river, I look into the midnight sky praying for some sanity in the world I live in now. A pair of amber eyes greet my hurting soul. Security is what I need and those eyes see me for me and accept me for who I am. Those eyes give me the strength to accept my role as a shadow in my world. Wants to protect the gentle being that hides in this world for she doesn't think she is worthy of true love. She knows that she has love from her family and friends, but her mate...where may he be. Does he exist? May those eyes belong to the one she seeks?
To scared to know, she retreats to her safety net, the shadows of the forest and gazeat the one who those eyes belong to. Hoping that she can step a foot out of the shadows soon, for he sits on the opposite of the banks waiting for her to come out.