Hundred Dollar ocks's blog: "Read Em & Weep"

Well, I wrote what I thought a man is..And on the flip side..maybe I'll write a few things about, what a woman is...to me. ============= A woman is… -duality -soft and supple -Someone who is nurturing, empathetic, and understanding -loyal and dependable -brave and confident -Someone who must be conquered by a man This was off the top of my head..lol ;p

I've always considered myself a bit of a word-smith. And, I'd like to think my vocabulary is expressive and expansive, if nothing else. So, just for shits and giggles, here are a few words I like for various reasons. . synchronicity . caveat . acquiescence . serendipity . kismet . peculiar . effloresense . tabula rasa . rabble rouser . fulcrum . quandary . sanguine . gestalt . capitulation . squabbling

Well, I'm elevated like my soul is residing in Moksha. I figured I'd write a Haiku. We all know what a Haiku is, right? Generally 3 stanzas...That follow the 5/7/5 rule. Of course, nothing is written in stone and that's just one simple formula. And the one I'm gonna use. 5 syllables for the first line 7 syllables for the second line 5 syllables for the third line ============================ Tired and Panting My body flaccid and moist I wish she would leave ============================ Dachau crimson blood Bleeding over Kerry green Fields Isaac meet Patrick =============================

So, here is a little exercise. I want you to write what " A man is to you". Here is mine. ============= A man is… -Someone who focuses on his dreams. -Someone who does not apologize for his testosterone, i.e. for his desires. -Some who never feels he has to prove himself to anyone. -Someone who feels his sexuality and is not afraid to show it Ok, so what is yours?

SEDUCTION SCHOOL: PIMPOLOGY 101 ================================================== Part 1 ==================================================== Part 2 ==================================================== Part 3 ================================================== Part 4 ================================================== Part 5 ==================================================

My Playa Pimps, we are in a literal state of emergency! I have seen this with my very own eyes. I have seen hoes choose who they want to be with. I have also seen hoes call the shots, telling their pimps where and when to get their possesions without the fear of retaliation. Pimps, what's really going on? Look deep within yourself and ask yourself, am I pimping by the book? By the condition of the world today, you're not. The main question is, what will you do about it? Will you bow down to the sucker world and turn in your playa card? Will you then fall in love and live happily ever after? What are you going to do? I know what I would do if I were you. I would get off my ass, get back on my feet and pimp my ass off. I would also do this to make them come correct, I would give them a chin check, make them hit the deck, and collect my check! It's the law of land! The gift of the game was not given to us to be used carelessly and end right here. It must continue! Pimp, brotha...Pimp.

First off, I would like to thank the PIMP God for all the playa prophets that he sent. I would like to thank him for all the PIMPS and Playas for helping them to dot their I's, cross their T's, pop the P's and flex their G's. The PIMP God chose us to come into this world to change, rearrange, and to lace the suckers and anti-playas with the game he has blessed us with. The PIMP God said that just because you meet a hoe and she wears a jersey that say champion and eats a bowl of wheaties that doesn't make her a winner. Will she sell her lips, hips and fingertips for you? Will you tear down doors and knock out the anti-playas for your money? Will you go the distance? Will you be the one with the checkered flag in your hand? The PIMP God said that 9/10ths of our law is possession and also 9/10ths of our game is position. He also said that everything is done on the approach. The PIMP God said that he would send the world a group of playas, not ordinary playas but extraordinary playas to keep the PIMP way of life constantly evolving. This group of extraordinary playas will be despised and rejected by the non-believers and the suckers. That is why the PIMP God blessed us with the PIMP commandments. I. Thou shall not snitch. II. Thou shall not infiltrate. III. Thou shall not perpetrate. IV. Thou shall not playa hate. V. Thou shall not hoe trust. VI. Thou shall not hoe say. VII. Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII. Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX. Thou shall not be broke. X. Thou shall not be without their necessities.

And while I'm at it..I have one other thing to get up off of my chest. Let's start like this. Number 1, I'm not mentioning any names. Cause this isnt about blowing up anyones spot or trying to embarrass anyone. It's just my thoughts on people looking for validation through online popularity. So..where to begin? I think it's best to give an example. I'm looking at pics and I notice someone has a folder which is marked as private. I'm as much of a perv as anyone else. lol I wanna see, ya know...why not? So, I message them...and ask them..."Hey, ya mind if I take a look at your private folder?" This is the response I get "um if u vote a lot for me first...u can!" I read this..and I think to myself.."Is this chick serious?" so, I write her back.... "Well..you're gonna have to forgive me if i pass then. I'm not jumping through hoops for anyone. No disrespect. It's just not my style...You're a pretty chick, dont get me wrong...but I aint into the whole online popularity contest to validate myself or anyone else." She replied to that, of course..as did I, in turn. But that's besides the point. Well, actually it's not besides the point. lol Here is the rest, just for shits and giggles. She writes me, "Oh well you will have to forgive me for not being as easy as you thought I was! I'm not going to just give that away you have to earn it somehow. Sorry i think your cool and all but you are just another guy I don't know off the internet." Again,..I read that..and I think..hmm..This chick is about as bright as a 10 watt bulb. So, I respond with... "And I suppose that by rating all your pics, that is somehow going to prove to me, that your not easy? I could debate this with you..but it's completely pointless...because I think your logic is kind of skewed. It's all one love though..I guess u were expecting a different response from me..like maybe...I was jus some rabid hungry dawg...that'll just eat up the first bone that's thrown to me. I hate to disappoint ya. That might be someone else...but it's just not me. I'm not here to work for rewards...no hard feelings...It is..what it is." I dont think she liked that..cause the reponse I got back showed me that her ego was somehow bruised..which wasnt my intention, nor my objective. I could have just rated all her pics and been like...ok..now..can i see? But that's soooo not me...and it's not that big of a deal. I'll look, out of curiosity..jus cause..I dig women and I love the female form...but that's the extent of it. Anyway...This was her reply. "LMAO dude i am not gonna sit here and argue with you! A simple fuckin "no sorry i can't do that!" would have been fine! You didn't have to be rude about shit! And when u beg like a dog I am gonna make you earn your treat! Fucked but simple as that! PLEASE NO NEED TO REPLY! Peace!" I personally think I was very respectful..lol..I do...honestly. But that's not the point. The reason I'm even posting this is because it ties into something I already wanted to write about..which is Online Popularity. Churchill said "Life is not the time spent on this planet. Life is the stain we leave on the moral subconscious of those we share our world with". All we are...is what people perceive and remember of us....and that's why integrity is so important. If we are not true to ourselves and to our commitments...then what are we left with? Time wasted spent floating aimlessly on waves of public 'acceptance'..that in the end earn us nothing but an honourable mention in someone's mental diary as "one who rode the shifting waves of popularity". I think I'll shun 'popularity' and use the strength of my convictions to maintain my grip...albeit tenuous at times...on all that is and will be my legacy and this applies to not only online but real life as well. I wont do contests...to boost my online stock, I wont ask for ratings or comments..Although it's nice...when it's done without any ulterior motives, cause I enjoy what people have to say and the information exchange between us. I dont need to be an online super star or celebrity. I dont personally need anyones endorsement or validation to make me feel like someone of merit or worth. That comes from within and not without. If you, or anyone else's motivation for being online..especially here..of all places...is for some pseudo Super Star status or online celebritism...or if your "objective prerequisite for friendship" is...ratings, comments, or a fan base...then dont look in my direction. Cause chances are...We arent going to clique. That goes against the grain of my convictions and integrity. You wanna rate me...great..that's nice of ya..But I wont expect it or request. You wanna drop me comments...by all means..that's why I'm here. I'm here to interact with people, shoot the shit and touch bases. I'm not surface, shallow, or superficial. I'm not here to judge anyone. And you are all beautiful in my eyes. And, I hope each one of you feel beautiful in your own hearts. You dont need me or anyone else to make you feel worthwhile. You are worthwhile! Speaking for myself, Online praise for my appearance means less to me than recognition for for my thoughts or even the acknowledgement that others can relate. I like that. See, I'm all about people. People endlessly fascinate me. Behavior, Motivation, Ego..the hall marks of the human condition. And speaking of the human condition..I just want to say that...If the internet is where you are going for your daily dose of self esteem...Then you might very well be in need of some professional help or self improvements books. Because regardless of the attention or props one receives online... It's a false sense of self-worth, and this false sense of self-esteem...will only fuel someones need to escape, sliding further down into the rabbit hole. In other words, it's unhealthy and over time, it will only exacerbate and get worse. This really plays in line with addiction and such. Yeah, addiction. For instance...Have you ever thought about any of the women who neglect their families for that daily dose of validation. Example: Mommy,...will you play with me? No!!! I'm on the internet...leave me alone. Mommy, will you color with me? Later, I'm busy!!! Mommy, will you read to me? Hush, go grab a book and read to yourself, I'm chatting...damnit! Geez, I'm glad the internet wasnt around when I was growing up...in my day...Moms yapped on the phone...cleaned the house and watched soap operas. lol...this is like a jumbled mess of ideas. I could write more and make this a bit more coherent...I feel as though there are some ideas here I could elaborate on...but this is kool for now. I dont even think there's a point. Other than, if you're coming online to be boosted up then you might be better suited to watching the Care bears movie while being coddled with a Care Bear hug.... Anyone need a hug?

What's the deal with these Cherry Tap Online Hubbies and Wifies? I look at this shit and I just roll my eyes. It's completely outrageous & ridiculous..It's almost as bad as those pictures you see...where two people, who have never met each other..kinda morph themselves together and post those silly ass pics online for the world to see..their committed online lust affair. As though...they are some real life couple..who've actually been together. Is it just me...or is it beyond STUPID? I seriously shake my head at this shit. I dunno about anyone else...but take me out to the public square and stone me to death, if i ever get some odd ass inclinations to even think about some shit like that. You can meet some interesting people online that you wouldnt stumble into in your every day life. And as a medium this is a wonderful conduit for just that. Networking and shooting the shit with people from diverse walks of life. But get a grip, folks. These people run through more online Hubbies and Wives, than drunks crashing into guardrails. That's the thing about the internet...it's filled with temptation and an endless supply of pretty faces and unusual personalities. There will always be someone a little more fascinating and a little more attractive than the one before. Especially on a site like this, which is like an virtual conveyor belt...of tasty items on a Mickey Dee menu. Relationships, online....happen within a vacuum at an accelerated pace...every few weeks these freaks have a new online hubby or wifey. People with addictive personalities living vicariously through the machine trying to compensate for all the hollow places inside their soul. These same people allow their fantasy and reality to casually blend into one another. It's like..where does fantasy end and reality begin? W3rd.