I hear the screams on my head
I hear them in my sleep
so much pain
so much horror
I can't escape the screaming
the voice screaming
I know that voice
it is me
All my pain
it makes me
SCREAM INSIDE
Look at the knife
it's blades so sharp
I feel it calling me
The Knife can CUT
The Knife can kill
The knife can end my pain
It wants to make my blood flow
it wants to cut my skin slow
it wants to help me go
The Knife wants me
and I want the knife
to end my life
Make my pain go away
so I won't stay
to hurt you
any more
I sit here and wonder why I MUST be alone all the time. What is there for me? Why won't death come for me?
I am always alone not matter what. No one loves me, No one wants me! If I ever can die I will always be alone!
Alone in life
Alone in death
I give up on life and everything
its not worth fighting for any more
I can't continue like this
It only causes me pain
I give up
Theres nothing more to do
I came into this world alone
and I shall leave it alone
I am always alone
Theres nothing left to keep me here
Everything I try to do I fail at
I have given up trying
its just not worth it any more
Do not weep at my funeral
For I am not worth your tears
Do not be sad at my death
I am not worthy of your emotion
Do not even come to my funeral
I am not worthy of your time
Do not say you miss me
for I know its not true
Do not say you loved me
cause you did not
Do not say I was a good person
for you know I wasnt