I have been finding myself nore and more disallusioned with the whole points rank race on here. I am doome spending noney on blast to have people who really dont give 2 hoots to rate me etc.. to be deleted when i am not here to listen to their every perverted shout and or fu mail. So I am here to officially surrender my redneck crown. Delete me if you will.. i know the good ones will stay. Ad for my recent hit and miss interactions via the web. I can only say sorry and let you knwo it has been due to a lack of motivation to deal with all the fu crap. I have 3 kids and a rocky marriage to deal with.. a house and yard full of chores. Dr apptns. cub scouts.. pta... church , yes you heard me church, and a whole slew of other things to keep me occupied.
On another note.. i am going to try to take this blogging thing a bit more seriously.. no more silly posts.. if i have nothing to say.. i wont be posting.
PART 2.. new blog
My weekend has been draining. i spent close to 6 hours,, yes you heard me.. 6 hours cleaning my 2 boys's shared room yesterday. My urge was to hire an end loader and be done.. but i knew i had to do it right..so there went an entire day of stress and back breaking sorting though toys books clothes and 5 saks of junk i hauled to the curb. Its my fault really.. i was so tight reigned as a child.. i let them get away with entirely too much. But they are good kids. And they have a life time to clean all day. But i was weary from hearing video tapes crack and toys snap everytime i entered their domain. So i bit the bullet.
Tonight was my son's 1st overnight visitation with his sperm donor. After 41/2 years he took me to court for visitation because he finaly decided he wants to be a "dad". ~GAGS~
Oh well.. im sure like his child support payments.. it wont last. Sad part.. my child will bare the wounds of his half assed efforts. But try telling some judge with a chip on his shoulder that... and get a threat of contempt charges. *rolls eyes*
I called to check in and he was having fun.. but didnt want to get off the phone,... he missed me. I hate talking to sperm donar.. its like talking with a protocol droid. The droid informs me he is putting him to bed. Its 8:30. hahahaha... revenge.. this will be good.. this child odes not sleep.. cant wait for all the gorey details tomorrow.
Mind melting.. cant think anymore.. more to follow....
~Night~