Dutch2lips's blog: "Poetry"

Hm baby you are so hot You make me melt when I touch I want to soak into your skin I love you so very much When you are ready to receive I'll be spread all over you This recipe is one of love We belong, you know its true A simple thing you and I A gourmet meal for some Devoured we are by many All finished to the last crumb Hot toast and butter combined We are an awesome pair We've been for many years The breakfast many will share ©dutch2lips September 22nd, 2006

unbelievable but true I only meet people that steal from you ex boss stealing to spite my depart then a dude stole my camera and you stole my heart ©dutch2lips Februari 21st 2007

A torture chamber would be for me The gift surpassing all gifts A few I know I would ask with glee If I could bestow on them my drifts A few guts I'd have for garters Pulling out some hair with skin All this just for starters Before I really begin Each flaying of the knotted tails Will bring me some satisfaction Oh sweet sounds, to hear the wails They just enhance my action The stretching wheel awaits your call I would lay you down so soft Smiling small I would pull you tall Your screams reaching the loft With branding irons I would approach Searing flesh right to the bone Some more screaming this would coach A strange echo? the ringing of a phone! Waking from my dream so sweet And picking up the horn A chirpy voice my ears did greet Spitefully I lashed out my torn Back in the world of do's and don'ts I go about my business Grinning broad I hear the groans when I tell them - DO THE DISHES! ©dutch2lips April 26th, 2006

Her eyes filled up with hatred so fierce From laughter and grinning to pain In that one second my heart she pierced And I'm trying to remember in vain What did I say to hurt her so much What were the words I used I reached over wanting to touch I am totally confused My baby, my girl is struggling to be A grownup, she's almost mature Emotions flaring she turns to flee Leaving me shaken, unsure Fifteen she is now, Sixteen in June More woman then child and yet I wonder if she's not grown to soon I hate to watch her struggle, so upset But all I can do at this very moment Is be kind and loving and there Let her know that in her torment I, her mother, will ALWAYS care ©dutch2lips April 28th, 2006

5.30 am The morning mist clings to the earth. The warmth of the rising sun draws it to higher levels, creating stalagmite wisps floating on the pond. In the shadows away from the pending heat thick shrouds of mist hide and wrap around the feet of the trees. Driving along the road you can be engulfed in a blanket of illusive vapor. A sudden rip in the blanket treats you to a kaleidoscope of vibrant colors. A few seconds later you are plunged back into ultimate solitude. Surrounding you completely. Tempering all sounds and sights. A battle between the mist and the sun. The sun won. The world is clear again. 6.30 am ©dutch2lips April 30th, 2006

Love is a emotion that is strong and powerful. Is there such a thing as too much love? I think so. I know so. Once in a while I look at the sky. Something is so wrong, deep inside. It is eating at the corners of my mind. Daddy? How can you have been so blind? Too much of anything is never good. Even love, usually wanted so much. Too much love. Hurts. Daddy? Please give me back what you took. To start my adult life as a unwritten book. You loved me so much or so you stated. For years that, no YOU, I hated. I know you did what you did for love. But you also knew it was wrong. You stole from me. Thief! ©dutch2lips May 2nd, 2006

What right do you have to hurt Why would you want to lash out Why do you treat us like dirt Not telling what's this about Together eating our meal You start your verbal attack You make sure that we all feel All falling still, drawing back The silence pressing down hard Eyes fixed, staring at our plate Another moment is scarred Hearts slowly filling with hate You are so harsh and unfair Undermining one and all The heart of the kids you tear Always making us feel small Poison continuously spread Unease you constantly sow You make me wish you were dead Why don't you get up and go!! ©dutch2lips June 4th, 2006

At the supermarket, reach to grab a tin A sharp pain wells up from deep within A word you used quite often, appeared and once again my heart is speared Your name seems to pop up everywhere In the middle of the row I stop and stare Sinking, remembering days of bliss This is where you gave me that kiss Tears, uncontrolled, roll down my cheek My reflection shows me to be somber and bleak Shrugging I try concentrating on food Hate this slow drowning, hate this mood Mechanically I put things in my cart I still can't believe that we're apart Numbed yet capable of feeling pain Angry that I start crying again I wonder, what is it that I've done in this life? To be thrown headfirst in this cesspool of strife My heart shrinks thinking of you and your pain Your words pounding relentless in my brain "I need to leave you if I'm to survive All I wish is to make you my wife But 27 years are too much to take Your mind I love, is this love then a fake?" You go on, saying "Your personality is unique All I am doing is compare, finding all others weak I love you Anne but I'm hurting too much I need to feel, need your personal touch" Smiling small through my stream of tears I know we'll stay friends for many years One day I hope you and me shall meet On that day your wife and kids I will greet Then I can hug you for the very first time I'm puckering my lips now in pathetic mime I can touch your skin, inhale your scent The lacking of this is everlasting torment I startle when a shopping cart hits my hand Dazed I find myself near the fruit stand Green apples, your fruit, they seem to mock I'm surrounded by fog, still deep in shock Heading for the exit I stand in line to pay Never in my life will I forget this day The day true love splintered and broke in two This day, my love, is the day I lost you ©dutch2lips August 15th, 2006