J LL WR R's blog: "poetry corner"

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 6,2007 Stop kicking yourself over something you had no control over. Just sit down and deal with the ramifications. Once you do, you'll realize that there's no point in assigning blame. You've learned your lesson. Now move on. ***** ok so my thinking and reasoning on this is as fallowed , due to everything thats happened in my life that i usually end up kicking myself over,"even if it's not my fault or not something i did," i can relate to this and have found myself within this issue so in hinesight of it i can agree and disagree all at once . Although i know deep inside im not at fault or to blam i still end up punishing myself due to the disappointment or hurt others go through due to it. But also on the apposing side of it i can fully understand the pain they endure due to it , so in sight of it all if you allow yourself to be beaten up over something weather its is your doing or not , make sure its worth the self punishment your give yourself,, or later in life you will sit back and ask yourself why you bothered with it at all. Once you begin the trend of "beating" upon yourself it is very hard to end the cycle of torment you will continue to allow yourself to go through. Even if you say "this is not gonna happen right after that you shall soon realize you have aleady begun this cycle once more. *****

Daily Horoscope: Libra April 25,2007 You and this person have an amazing connection. Maybe it's career related; maybe it's personal. Either way, it's as if you're in a mind meld. This collaboration inspires you to heights you didn't realize were possible. < - - - ok so today's little message is as fallowed i have a connection with someone : well duh i have a connection with alot of people i know and some i dont : so in a basic nut shell this is telling me nothing i dont already know ya amazing isent it .. lol

Daily Horoscope: Libra April 24,2007 Efforts to get along with people from all walks of life may payoff handsomely when it comes to romance right now. Take a genuine interest in the people who cross your path and be open to what comes up. < - - - ok so this basicly tells me to put myself out there well i do that already so i dont see how that could possable make a diffrence within my life but hell theres a first time for everything right ,,lol

ya so this is my Daily Horoscope: Libra Something that's always puzzled you about a certain person finally comes to light. He or she may confide in you about a sensitive part of the past. Be generous with the TLC; it's not easy to address old issues. < - - - ok so in a nut shell of how i took this is someone i know is going to blow my mind away with something there hidding from me. well i would love to know how thats to happen when its pretty damn hard to blow my mind. LOL but either way this should be a funny day.

hello is a normal thing we all say hello is a form of introductions hello is a part of everyones life hello is a way to awnser a phone hello is a small drip within our lives do you know how many times you said hello today?

why when the lights go out all the world seems to vanish with it? why when someone tells you they love you so much, do they hurt you just as much? why when a heart beats blood rushes all over? why when that same heart feels as if to bleed when broken but truly never does? why is it when you tell something deep , are we all ignored and pushed aside? why is it when i say i love you , i feel as if i wasent heard? why when i show i love you , its not repaid? why is it that im the only one asking when all of you think it ?

sometimes i know the words to say, give thanks for all you've done, but then they fly up and away, as quickly as they come. how could i possibly thank you enough, the one who makes me whole, the one to whom i owe my life, the forming of my soul. the one who tucked me in at night, the one who stopped my crying, the one who was a exspert, at picking up when i was lieing. the one who saw me off to school' and spend countless days alone, yet magically produced a smile, as soon as i came home. the one who makes such sacrifices, to always put me first, who let me test my broken wings, in spite of how it hurt. who paints a rainbow, whenits full of broken dreams, who explains it all so clearly, when nothing is what it seems. for changeing with me as i change, accepting all my flaws, not loveing "cause you had to" but loving "just becasue". All your hopes and all your dreams, the strangth tht noone sees, a transfer over many years, your best was passed to me. thank you for the gift you gave, for everything you do, but that you mommy , most of all , thanks for makeing my dreams come true..

A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said he ran the light Had caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere The sirens screamed out down the road For death was in the air A mother trapped inside her car Was heard above the noise her plea split the air " Oh, God please spare my boys!" She fought to free her hands But mangled metal held her fast Her frightened eyes then focused On where the backseat once had been But all she saw was broken glass And two children's seats crushed in Her twins were nowhere to be seen She did not hear them cry She prayed they had been thrown free " Oh, gods dont let them die!" She cryed into the night The fireman came to cut her loose When he searched the backseat There were no bodies to be seen The seat belts were intact They thought the woman had gone mad And was travling alone But when they turned to question her They discovered she was gone Police saw her running wild and screaming above the noise "Someone please help me find my little boys, They'er four years old and wear blue jeans, Their blue shirts to match!" One cop spoke up in a rush "Their in my car and dont have a scrath, They said their daddy put them there And gave them both a cone, Then told them both to waite for mom to come and take them home" I have searched the area hight and low But cant fine there dad He must have fled the scene i would guess , and that is very bad the woman looked up at him with a puzzled look "their father left this world not but a year ago" he couldent of been here for this i'am sure the woman held her twins tight and whispered in their ear, i thought i had lost you boys my heart was full of fear both the boys looked at the mom and gave a smile of joy and said together and as one "itsa ok mommy , daddy kept us warm he came down from the sky Took us from the car he covered our eyes from the horror that was soon to happen here he held your hand till help could come so we could be a family again he sends his love and will always be here" Their mother looked at her twins Kissing both their heads she then looked into the night and blew a kiss into the sky her angel was there on 109 that night..

if i died, would you notice i was gone? if i died, would you think of me? if i died, would you care? if i died, would you bother to cry? if i died, would your world stop? if i died, would you even remeber my name? if i died, would you fallow me if i died, would you take the time to keep me alive?