BlkLuvPotion's blog: "Poetically Speaking"

I only meant to love you Not to cause you pain To be the one you’d cling to Your sunshine after the rain I know my words have stung you I feel I’ve scared your heart I’ve cried myself to sleep Because we’re still apart My greatest wish is to be with you For your love my soul does yearn We both have make mistakes We still have things to learn Forgive me when I’m not myself Is what I ask of you? I miss the happiness we shared T ell me do you miss it too? We’ve been through a lot together And weathered every storm The reasons we have done this Was we meant each other no harm To be with you was a blessing It made me believe in love To cause you hurt or pain Is not what I thought of? I want only to see you happy To live a life of bliss I ask you with all I believe in To please let me do this Sadness is what I live with Because of what’s been done For me there will be no other My heart say’s you’re the one Each day I sit and wonder Have I lost you, my best friend? I’d do anything I have to do To share in your feelings again Never have I felt has lonely Has I’ve felt these last few days I feel that all the joy I’ve known Has slowly been taken away I never want to lose you Please don’t take your love away To you my love has been given With you I’d like it to stay (c) BlkLuvPotion 2004

As I look over I see my coco brown skin and bald head mmm-mmm I wonder if she sees what I see when I look into my soulful eyes mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my lips big and thick mmm-mmm I wonder as I recall I have been told my mouths like a suction cup mmm-mmm I wonderas as i sit here naked looking at my nude body mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love proud and attentive manhood mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my oversize play gound called a stomach mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my thighs mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love me has i am mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love my 81/2 feet, toes lookin’ all suckable mmm-mmm As I stand up to look over to the mirror, to see all of me mmm-mmm I turn to the right, turn to left. D.A.M.N! Can’t get a full view shoot of this mmm-mmm I wonder if she would love all of me mmm-mmm I WONDER (c) BlkLuvPotion 2004

The dark clouds which engulf me Continue to form and swirl Tell me what I’m to do, oh lord Has darkness consumes my world The storms that follow me gather The tempest I can’t control Sorrow wants to be my friend Who’ll save my mortal soul? The winds blow ill with malcontent Will again they shape my fate The vortex grows with violent force And soon my will may break This life which remains unstable A life I live but don’t own Why is this life worth living? When the path it takes is unknown Soon this life will be over Calm will again be at hand No matter what the outcome I understand its part of god’s plan (c)BlkLuvPotion 2004

Once again it happened I spoke of how I felt To only be treated with silence These are the cards I’m dealt Our bonds of love are strong Theses words we both decreed Never to go to sleep angry We said there’d be no need We longed to be together Have we now grown feint of heart What we have worked so long for Has begun to come apart Is your anger and pain so great? It’s begun to tear down the wall The house we built made out of love Is not suppose to fall Should you need me at any time? Be it awake or when I’m in slumber I gladly give you what you need But I have to take a number So here I am has I’ve been before Writing to ease my mind It matters not what I believe My heart see’s it’s not blind They say that all wounds will heal You have to give it time The wounds we made will surely heal But will our love be fine (c) BlkLuvPotion 2003

I CRY......I CRY.....I CRY.......I CRY...... I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED JUST ONCE IN MY LIFE THE WAY I GIVE IT I OPENED UP MY SOUL TO BE LOVED I GIVE GIVE AND GIVE AND I THINK OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE TO BE HURT AND I COME UP WITH NOTHING I AM A COOL CALM AND COLLECTED BROTHER RESPECTFUL THE DAYS COME AND GO WITH MY SPECIAL SOMEONE I TRY TO PUT ALL THE DAYS INTO ONE... BUT HAVE TO SAY ONE DAY AT A TIME WHEN WILL THAT DAY COME I THINK AND THINK AND I COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO KEEP IT MOVIN IF I GIVE MYSELF TIME TO THINK I WILL FEEL THE PAIN OF LONLINESS A ROLLING STONE GATHERS NO MOSS BUT I MUSTN'T BE LIKE PAPA WHERE DO I MOVE TO DO I MOVE TO LOVE OR DO I MOVE NOT TO GET HURT I GAVE MY SOUL AND I GOT ONE I SHOULD SHAKE IT OFF LOVE WILL GET BACK TO YOU BUT I LOOK UP AND SEE IT HAS LEFT ME ALONE I GET TO THINKING WAS IT MY BREATH OR DID I LOVE TO HARD ONCE AGAIN I AM THE ONE WHO WILL FEEL IT AGAIN I CRY AND I GO RIGHT BACK TO LOVE ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO BE CAN I GET IT JUST ONCE (c) BlkLuvPotion 2004

When I tell you that I love you You know they’re much more then words They’re my feelings and emotions My soul’s way of reaching out to you Should I tell you that I need you? Or that my love is in need of you One can only hope that the hearts hears Or did it go in one ear and out the other Do you feel it when my soul cries? Not wet tears but tears of pain In need of you to wipe them away With the absorbent cloth of love Love may not give you what you want But it should give you what you need If what you get out of it is only what you’ve put in Take that and make do with what you have It’s better to live alone without love Then it is to live in love alone That way the hole left in one’s heart Won’t become filled with bitterness Its easy understanding lost loves But try understanding a love lost If it’s the sixty-four thousand dollars answer Why haven’t you received one red cent yet? Ease your mind and relax your heart Life didn’t come with instructions For that matter neither did love You’ll learn has you go along I thought you could choose whom you love But I feel that its love that chooses you When it did were you be ready? Knock knock …who’s there LOVE Damn….. No ones Home (c) BlkLuvPotion 2004

And you wonder why it’s over ( wriiten for a friend who had a stupid man ) I ask you if you loved me You say to me why what’s up I asked you to make love to me You said baby lets just f#@k I asked you to come home early You said that I was tripping You need to pack your shyt and go Cause baby you are slipping I gave you all the best of me You gave me what you had Compared to all the good I gave What you gave me was bad So now I see what mama said And my daddy said it too They said if you lay down with dogs You’ll get fleas before you’re thru When I got off work late that night I asked you to come and git me I got a ride home Your ass was stoned And all you did was hit me No longer will you hurt my soul You’ll never have me again I should have listened to my heart when it said “Girl don’t let him in ‘ No more hurt and no more pain For me those days are over Get out I said take all your shyt For luck take this four-leaf clover Soon enough I’ll find true love And you’ll be just my past Your silly ass aint got no class And you wonder why it’s over (c) BlkLuvPotion 2003

Her eyes are moonbeams bouncing off the crests of waves in a sea of unfathomable beauty. Her lips are rose petals, moistened with morning dew, and losing virginity to the glorious rays of the sun. Her skin, like a peach plucked from the Tree of Divinity, so sublime, so perfect and needless of any adornment. Her smile is the kiss from an Angel, sent straight from Heaven, whose only purpose is to woo my heart. And my heart, wooed in such a way is fain to be forever hers, like a bird''s song is to the morning's glory. a bird's flight is to a morning's breeze.

I wondered as I searched for sleep What could this relationship be? Am I the one she wants and needs? Could she be the one for me? Restlessly I tossed and turned As thoughts race thru my head Feeling like I belonged with her Yet alone on one side of her bed I turned to reach out for her Yet all I saw was her back Her sexy silhouette lay beside me So I just took comfort in that The evening grew long and weary Sleep was uneasy to obtain I wanted to make love to this beauty And passionately whisper her name The feelings that I felt Has I lay with her next to me Gave me a soothing inner peace The next thing I knew I was sleep. © BlkLuvPotion 2006

Please touch me since I can't touch you. Pick me up I'm feeling blue. Lay me down with gentle hands. Touch the fever in my glands. Our eyes meet, they touch, caress I feel my heart skip a beat But for thoughts of inadequacy Exposed will my soul feel my love? Kiss me with your loving lips, Nestle in my neck, Explore my body's mounds and dips But keep yourself in check. Let me snuggle in your arms. Let me sleep there, tight. Quell my blues and mounting qualms. Tread lightly over my fright. Make me feel I'm wanted. Am I good to kiss? Do I seem intelligent? Can you feel my bliss? When I'm in a room with you, When I know you're near, You make my soul thrill Through and through - I hold your presence dear. Make me feel I'm wonderful. Help me find some peace. Help me lose the quaking feelings. Make the aching cease. Help me find my right to life. Help me stand alone. Show me how to withstand strife When you are far from home. Love me, momentarily. I know you can't do more. You must be forever free In case I start to bore What a worrywort am I! What a vast imagination Visualizing things that aren't Longing for the things you can't Give to me, honorably. Can't I see that all this would be worthless and void of all respect? Relief should flood my being when I realize I've been checked, Till now, the urge to attract you to our doom But the urge just grows when you enter the room. A touch of eyes and minds, to me, no longer seems enough. One day you'll come to realize our friendship was a bluff To hide a stronger feeling, a burgeoning attraction, That fills my head with thoughts of you and Woos me to distraction. How long can I hold off the thought of making you see me As the tantalizing man you knew me once to be? How long can I live with the stories in my mind, Before I try to make them real and stumble, like the blind? So far, we have remained friends we've kept a wall in between, But how much that wall defends Still can't be foreseen And yet, I cannot live without the knowledge that is you, And even if you go away I still will manage to I will live my life without you if I know that year by year I can still hope that you’ll appear. Therefore, I cannot make a break, even knowing that I should. I dare not lose the life you give me, even if I could. (c) BlkLuvPotion 2006