Twitchy DDRs Ho's blog: "Poems"

In the pouring rain droplets falling every splash full of life every litte drop precious I find myself in your arms standing here with only, one care in the world gazing gently, lovingly into your eyes letting you know i love you, even with a gaze, droplets running down ure face carresing your beauty, it's undeniable, our love slowly i bring u closer , feeling the gentle assurance of your warmth against my body i kiss you filled with all my emotions just a single kiss to let you know, I love you and always will, walking into the rain holding your hand, I am content, Our love is lasting~

we walk in to the rain holding hands acting like nothing can go wrong soaked from head to toe water dripping from our faces i stare into your eyes wondering why u are here with me u say im beautiful but i can not believe such thing why am i being so stubborn cant i just let myself believe in what others believe i cant my heart soul and mind has set on ugly mode you cant see me in pain my tears are hidden in the rain thank god for some creations and for others lets not my eyes are glued to urs please dont let them leave i hope this rain last forever i dont wanna leave ur side

So imcomplete so alone,lost and sad. This is what i feel when i awake another day why do i build my walls so strong so mighty and long lasting i wont let myself fall for a stranger nor will i allow myself fall for a friend i want to love again i want to be happy but yet i always screw it up i push and push so your not near me i wont let you love me ill make you hate me hate me to the core wish u hated me and i was dead stab me again and again please dont let me feel this way save me from these feelings show me not all is evil show me that love is true,happy and the greatest feeling out there. save this soul

I have so much pain that i hide away. I dont want to let anyone know. They ask why not i say its because you will feel pitty and look at me as if I was a weak little gurl. Thats not what I am. Ive been through so much and grew up so fast.If i could just reveal and scream of everything that has happened to me. would you still look at me the same. What if i told you i was beaten to a bloody pulse all cuz i washed the dishes wrong, watched the wrong tv station, said i love you the wrong way. Life is full of horrible things people dont see everyday. Im not crying out for your pitty im crying out to help others and let them know they are not alone. Did you know of a gurl that got raped? and now they look at you like ur worthless and disgusting.Have you ever trusted your mother so much but in return she sold your body for her drug habbit. I hate anyone that uses my body fills up in a rage. When i see i go insane i black out i go crazy and when i wake i feel horrible for what i have done. life is a horrible place but it up to you what u can do.. Help the helpless. Dont be a ass. THis world is so cold and heartless and yet we wonder why people are so horrible..my life has been a road with many side streets and yet im still choosing the wrong ones. Ive had the worst people in my life and the closes ones treat me like shit.. Sorry if i made you cry or put fear into your lifes but this is reality and this is the only thing i know... love you all

We had our rough times , but that was the past. You bring it up everytime we talk. I look you into your eyes and tell you that it doesn't matter anymore. I love you and you love me. You say you have a surprise. I ask you what it is. You say close your eyes. All the sudden my worries are gone. No more tears, no more saddness. I ask you where I am, you tell me Happy Land. My eyes start opening, hoping all the happyness doesnt dissappear. My happiness stays and your still here.

Tweeking I'am screaming loud. No one is listening. Can't take the crowd. My eyes are blistering. My wrist are pouring with blood. This body of mine is shutting down. These eyes of mine are in a flood. Please turn My frown. Crying from all this pain. My mind is no longer here. I can't remember my name, and yet no one can hear. Heidi Dawn Vey Copyright ©2007 Heidi Dawn Vey