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Lost In Thought's blog: "Poems"

created on 06/17/2015  |  http://fubar.com/poems/b363571  |  1 followers

Locked

All these memories 
I now have to forget 
All the things I've confessed 
I suddenly regret 

One time I wish I didn't 
Listen to my heart 
Now my whole world 
Is falling apart 

Maybe you didn't want 
Things to go this far 
But now I suffer 
Another emotional scar 

You could have told me 
I can't be your lover 
So I could move past this 
And eventually recover 

I know it's difficult 
You didn't want to hurt me 
You didn't want to cause 
Sorrow or misery 

It's true you would hear 
Sadness in my tone 
But I wish you had told me instead 
Of finding out on my own 

I want to wish you well 
In your future ahead 
In time I'll forget 
All the tears I've shed 

So it's really over 
I'm not ashamed to say 
I wished this had ended 
Some other kind of way 

Going our separate ways 
Might end our turmoil and strife 
To help us find peace 
In the maelstrom of life 

So my heart is locked away 
Into a vault once more 
Waiting for the one destined 
To unlock the vault's door

?

Why do we care about those who hurt us? 
Why do we reread their texts with us even though we know it will hurt? 
Why do we think of them so much it makes us sick? 
I think it's because we don't want to let go. 
We are afraid that if we delete the messages, they didn't happen. 
That if we stop thinking of the person then they are really gone. 
I don't know much but I know that we all get hurt by people we care about. 
It's the way of life. 
Because if you care about someone, 
you give them the ability to hurt you. 
Majority of the time they take advantage of this. 
Whether they know it or not.

Dominate

You display your beautiful colors 
To lure me in   
You hypnotically dance and twirl   
To mesmerize my lonely heart 
You sing and   
Enslave my aching soul 
Nibbling slowly, sweetly 
You devour me completely

Bloom (the garden)

you wear more to be seen 
less hidden 
i saw you tearing roots 
out off the soil 
you are half naked 
half an evil 
i keep putting seeds into the ground 
you crawl twice as much out 
and then punish me 
for not being good enough 
ask me to spend nights in the gardens 
to take away my chance to use my chlorophyll 
and from the little i breathe out 
you take all without regards 
drink all of my water 
think it is right for me to dry 
beacause you can not give me more 
not even your time 
in letters you metion 
beautiful flowers blooming in the hills 
the scent and the colors 
you admire them you cherish them for their nature 
tell me why can't i be like that 
and i cry all the time 
because you do not understand 
oh the envy i can not show 
out of it nothing can grow 
i feed on the love i hold for you 
one put in a jar and kept for years 
i am running out of it 
i am running out of the former 
i know one day you are going to ask me to give you my fruit 
to make a pie for someone else, greater to you 
and i am not going to have much to offer to you 
but my heart 
all my effort is just nothing compared to beauty 
of those roses in the hills 
if you won't stop keeping me from the sun 
i am going to die 
without a single thank you 
from your mouth 
nothing more i care about... 

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