Georgia Peaches's blog: "Poems"

Don't hate me because I'm NOT beautiful!

Why do people try to hook up with people just because looks and size! That isn't a good way to live because you will never find someone who fits in the right part of you life puzzle if it’s only based on if their HOTT or FINE or ANYTHING. It’s based on if you get to KNOW who you talk to because you might be talking to the person you should spend the rest of your life with and you will NEVER know unless you give them a chance even if they don't look as hot as you want them too!

Beautiful Suicide

pain suddenly corrupts the body
sorrow is left inside
no more to give
left with nothing
temptation starts
wanting to kill
that one special guy
you thought was your everything
what’s stopping you?
Who’s going to know?
Just do it
voices are telling you to kill
others are saying no
what’s left for him?
What’s left for you?
Heart broken,
torn apart
gun to his head,
bang! he’s dead
razorblade to wrists
blood everywhere
you just cant take it anymore
knife to your throat
slowly moving your wrist
what a perfect murder
what a beautiful suicide

Beautiful Razorblade

This beautiful Razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist

The pain you put me through

You say you’re my best friend and Sister

If you are then why are you the one that hurts me the Most?

You say you have changed but like hell you have you the same

You have drawn me to this beautiful razorblade

I though that I would be happy and not fell Pain

But what do you go and Hurt me

Your Jealousy has turned me back to this beautiful razorblade

Because of you now when I look at my self all I see is Ugly

I no longer see my self beautiful because of this beautiful razorblade

You say you were the only one that would take me as I am but then why did you hurt me the Most?

I want to see myself as beautiful again but because of this beautiful razorblade I cant

I want to know that I'm loved for who I am but how can I with this beautiful razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist?

Why do you have to lie to my face and say that you never hurt me when I know I felt that pain?

I sit here with this beautiful razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist crying in pain the pain you put me through


For all the times you said you where my true sister and best friend were you lying? Because if you were you would have not hurt me

I go through all this pain you put me through and you have the nerve to tell me your sorry and that you never meant anything you were just jealous of what I had going for me


But you need to know I had a good thing going for me until your jealousy came along and sent me back to this beautiful razorblade

So now I sit here with this beautiful Razorblade to my unbeautiful wrist crying hoping things would be good for me again and that I would be beautiful again

All I ask

Please don't take him away,
I couldn't live without him.
He makes me complete,
I don't know what I'd do without him.
Having him by my side,
makes me the happiest person in the world.
If you take him away,
I'd die, feel so lonely inside.
The cold sorrow will overtake my soul,
my heart will break ever so slowly.
The blood will vanquish my body,
drown me.
My tears will run,
like an ever flowing river.
Never stopping.
Never ending.
Lay in bed,
staring at the blank ceiling.
Having no thoughts,
no soul.
An immense emptiness overtaking my heart.
Feeling his presence nowhere near,
watching his body try to persevere.
All I ask,
is for him to stay.
By my side,
where I need him.
Don't take him away.
Don't wrap him in your wings and take him into your Heavenly light.
Please, not just yet.
I need him now,
don't you see?
Right now,
he's all I need.

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
gently nestling us to the fold
like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong

A Cry For Help

I am invisible
Everything I do is wrong
I can’t speak,
I can’t move
I am a prisoner of my own life
I do not feel loved
For everything that I do,
I get hurt.

Tears swarming in my eyes
Pain taking over my body
My heart shatters again and again

I am the hated one.
I sit alone in the dark corner
Hoping and praying that someday, it would be different
But everyday it’s the same thing.

The tears stain my pillows
The scars won’t go away
I remember thinking
Maybe…someday…

Someday will never come,
for I am the hated one.
No one loves me
No one cares
I am invisible
No one knows I’m there

But I am here
Can’t you hear me shout?
Crying out for help?
The pain in my heart.

You are blind,
All you can see is the preferred one
The one you compare me to
All you ask is “why can’t you be like her?”
But I can’t be like her
Because I am me

Once in the embrace of darkness,
I cry once more.
Why don’t you love me?
Why don’t you care?
What did I ever do to deserve this pain?

You can’t even answer the simple question I ask
You are sitting there with her on your lap
You’re laughing and hugging her
Telling her you love her
And I am here, with a blade on my wrist
Crying out for you
Why don’t you love me?
Why can’t you care?

Is there anyone who loves me?
Anyone who hears me?
Please answer my call
My call for help.