SexiMomma's blog: "poems"

Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make

A Life Without You.... Without you.... My life seems void of all breath... Without you.... Breath seems to be wasted... Without you.... Wasted time seems to stretch endless... Without you... Endless yearning for what will never be... Without you... Be is how I will exist... Without you... Exist is all there seems... Without you... Seems to be like death.... Without you.... Death seems such a sweet release... Without you... On to what else He has in mind... Without you... Mind is functioning....barely... Without you... Barely - but I will live... WITHOUT YOU

A Broken Heart As the sun fold down its rays, Here I am lying behind the dark corner thinking of some ways, How long should I be with this pain? Each day passes wearing a heart that was sprain. Starry, starry night...can u help me ease this pain even just slight? Give me some strength to go on and fight, Coz I can't help but cry everyday and every night, Knowing that I just free the man I love tight. The light of the moon seems smiling, Waving like hands saying as if life is full of struggling, Wants me to understand that we live this life by surviving, But how can I take this thing?...when everything seems like earth shaking. Moving on......yeah, this is what I'm doing, Maybe someday i could face them smiling, Happy and contented....for you, I'm always wishing, It's just true love occurs not in the right swing.

The Light Of My World You are the bright light of my world, Where only darkness would be, If I did not have your love in my life, Sharing life's beauty for me to see. Butterfly wings fluttering so gracefully, Is a song in my heart, thinking of you, Misty morning air, upon my early rising, Warms my day with sunshine just like you. A starry moonlit sky with twinkling stars, Sparkle like diamonds, seen in your eyes, Casting a silver glow on waters that flow, Like tears of joy when I hear your sighs. You light my world, like beauty of nature, With sunset's magnificent colors all aglow, Setting my soul on fire, with burning desire, Arched as a rainbow, with promise to bestow.

WITHIN HIS EYES WITHIN HIS EYES, I’VE LOST MY HORIZON AND MY SKY I’VE GONE BLIND WITH HIS SKILLS TO MAKE ME SMILE A BOUQUET OF CARNATIONS AND A NOTE THAT READS “TE QUIERO” IT’S ALL THAT I NEED AND ALL HE GIVES TO ME. WITHIN HIS EYES I’VE BECOME ALL I’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE MY LIFE HAS GOTTEN SO FULL OF LIFE I CAN BARELY RECOGNIZE AND THAT’S HOW I WANT IT NO ABSURD COMPROMISE, BUT THAT OF BEING “HAPPY, ALL THE TIME” WITHIN HIS EYES, I FIND MY ULTIMATE PARADISE WITHOUT SAINTS, WITHOUT A GOD JUST HAPPY AND WALKING WITHOUT LOOKING BACK

My Aloha Island My Aloha Island, far across the ocean blue, Where trade winds, make dreams come true, Palm trees dance and sway in the breeze, Calls a welcome aloha plea, come home to me. Twinkling stars, like scattered diamonds above, Sends shinny beams, lighting the heavens with love, Granting wishes, made upon a bright star, Wanting dreams to come true, whatever they are. The beauty of night, with moonlight on land, Reflects the light of lovers, walking hand in hand, The moon's fiery glow, showers desires from above, Casting silvery hues, with shadows of love. The early morning breeze, floats perfume in the air, While tropical flowers, permeates senses everywhere, The sweetness of love, soft as a butterfly's kiss, Calls a welcome home aloha, from my Island of bliss. (I WOULD LOVE TO GO WITH THE MAN I LOVE)

I Do Love You You're in all of my thoughts, In all my dreams at night. I can feel your love for me, Everytime I hold you tight. You take my breath away, Whenever I feel your touch. My heart belongs to only you, And I need you so very much. You'll have all of my love, You'll forever have my heart. My life is so sad and empty, Whenever we are so far apart. You mean so very much to me. I never want to ever lose you. You ask me if I love you this much, Oh Yes I Do Love You.

A Lover's Lullaby Lay your head on my heart, Close your eyes, And I’ll sing you a lover’s lullaby. Drift away from the world’s insanity, fall into a sheltered sleep, I’ll take you where tears are things of mystery, and where your soul may freely be. Because I love you, is the Why, My deepest affections, Heard only in a lover’s lullaby. I’ll heal your wounds, and ease your pain, Let no storm reach you, ever again. Feel my heart beating, I hear you sigh, I’m singing you a lover’s lullaby. Gently I will stroke your hair, stroke your cheeks and kiss your lips, Never will you shed a tear, because I will be there, forever, like this. May you dream and think of me, and how our love will never die, Only these words I whisper to you, In a lover’s lullaby.

The Love I Have For You When we are apart, can love heal my lonely heart when you are here, All my fears seem to disapppear, I love you,I really do Sleep is sweet, when I'm dreaming of you Time spent with you, It makes all my dreams come true This love I have for you, streams deeper than the ocean sea You would never know, just how much you mean to me When I am with you and when you are with me, there's no other place I'd rather be because this love I have for you shall last for all eternity.

WHAT I LOVE ABOUT YOU I love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue, I love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth I love the way you make me happy and the ways you show you care, I love the way you say "I love you" and the way you're always there I love the way you touch me always chills down my spine, I love that you are with me and I'm glad you are mine.