wcolesae's blog: "poems"

run away I know I have my problems but I don’t understand why it is your leaving me. am I that bad of a man? I know we have our issues but in time I am sure we can work them out. Maybe things aren’t perfect and maybe they’ll never be. Instead me of making you smile I fill you with uncertainty. I will never be a hero a role model is not what I am. But I will always be there for you and I hope that you still give a damn So baby take me by the hand and run away with me Or tell me that its over and leave me to my misery Cause I cant take this feeling of not knowing What’s in store for me anymore Maybe he finally won this game? Maybe I’m the one to lose and have no one but myself to blame. Maybe I am not the man you needed and just maybe I will never be. Or maybe I’ m the one you need to take you, far away from all this damn insanity. All I know is I would never hurt you can that man you call yours say the same? so baby take me by the hand and run away with me Or tell me that its over and leave me to my misery Cause I cant take this feeling of not knowing What’s in store for me anymore I know I told you I would wait forever. I guess I never knew forever meant so long. Maybe what I want is wrong for asking. I have never been known for being right I have been wrong all along. He tears you up and throws you away like garbage. I try to treasure you every day. Maybe you are used to how he treats you. I cant stand back and pick you up just to send you back to him when I know you should run away. So baby take me by the hand and run away with me Or tell me that its over and leave me to my misery Cause I cant take this feeling of not knowing What’s in store for me anymore

Reality check Hah hah hah yeah here it is Here I am what the fuck am I? Who the fuck am I? Am I really that guy? You threaten me with drama and bullshit. like I need that. shit or care about that shit. bitch you can suck my dick. You run your dickhole sayin she’s your wife, or that she’s your life. mother fucker you ruined her life. So who the fuck? Where the fuck am? Your damn right im that guy. Im playin savior this time. I just want to make things right don’t spend another night no more black eyes. I just want to show you the light smile on your face twinkle in your eyes I just want to be that man you need, I wont make you bleed I wont make you cry I just want to take the pain away and try to save the day with no more wonder why So here I am mother fucker round 2 she’s too good for you when she is so easily bruised. The broken trust all the drama and lies wonder why she has your ring but she’s by my side. *spoken* “ its simple you fucked up” Yeah so what does that make me? why do I give a damn? You’re just a little bitch boy she needs a real fucking man? She needs one who will treat her right not slap her around and call her names all night. Maybe im wrong for playin the hero but like I always said Im the American Zero I just want to make things right don’t spend another night no more black eyes. I just want to show you the light smile on your face twinkle in your eyes I just want to be that man you need, I wont make you bleed I wont make you cry I just want to take the pain away and try to save the day with no more wonder why So make a choice mother fucker step up or back down results are the same she is leaving your town. Im going to take her to a whole other place a whole other world and a whole other game. No more will she have to fear her own heart or be betrayed by the one that she loves ,only to be ripped apart. No more nightmares and no more pain cause its reality time and and you’re the one who is shamed. Got 2 choices dick walk out or get carried cause once you step up to me your punk ass will get buried. Now is the time she can make her own choices and ill be by her side and feel so remorseless. You wanna tell me what we are doing is not right? How the fuck can you look yourself in the eyes? I just want to make things right don’t spend another night no more black eyes. I just want to show you the light smile on your face twinkle in your eyes I just want to be that man you need, I wont make you bleed I wont make you cry I just want to take the pain away and try to save the day with no more wonder why

Here I sit as an empty shell, of a man that I used to be Now my life has turned to hell, and my soul breaths misery A dark black cloud hangs overhead, and a cold rain consumes my soul My body is alive but my soul is dead, and so shattered It can never be whole I sit in shadows and veiled in tears, my world so silent alone and cold Memories of good times and wasted years, I feel so withered broken and old There is no helping hand or guiding light, to pull me from my own dark despair I am like the blind with no chance of sight ,and I am broken beyond all repair I hope that one day the sun shall rise ,and bring an end to this endless night But now I am alone with only my cries, and all my wrongs I can not make right.

My heart burns for her like an open flame dancing in the midnight wind. Although I know she can not feel the same I simply can’t let the fires end. Burning now long through the night and in my dreams I see her face. A scared little girl shaking in fright yet a woman elegant and full of grace She knows not how I long for her the embers in my soul burning bright Veiled in shadow my love for her must hide like an assassin in the night Cold and wicked yet burning with lust I need her and want her more each day I’m not the one who betrayed her trust ,still how can I be the one to steal her away I shall try and fall get up and try once more try for as long as my heart will allow Her heart will be mine and I will heal the sore though I cant know when or how So I sit and I dream my heart is still aflame the wind blows and sings loves sweet song Her heart shall ignite in this passion game she will be my sweet prize for right or wrong